Dunno. Not as flast as I have been lately but not as thrilled about things either. Have been walking around in a kind of stupor as of late, not like a zombie, just spent, exhausted; I feel like a mourner who's holding back tears and can't say why. I'm not depressed, I know what that's like, this is something else. I guess Floss-****** Robbie Williams put it best; 'I don't wanna die, but I aint keen on livin' either.' If there's such thing as an emotional purgatory then that's where I am.