Thank you both *hugs my special friends* ^_^ glad to see both of you here
looks like things are looking up already for 2006, Keza, Sammi, and Victim have all returned! what more could I ask for!? (actually... becky, hybi, tsoi... etc.
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Well the reason I'm here, is for my reflection of 2005... I've looked back on one year worth of journal entries in various places, and remembered many things...:
Hi, well, inspired by Alex nice quilt of organized thoughts and events of 2005, Here is my similar entry. I was going to haphazardly put some memoirish thing together, but... I shouldn't ^_^;;
Lets start with last new year:
Alex as Ruin-chan "I also have a weird feeling about this year, like something in it will happen. Something BIG. Changing, maybe. I'm not sure if it's good or bad... but it makes me a lil' nervous o.o'"
Seems not so distant, eh?
My outlook: "Okay. whoop dee doo. another year to suffer thru. Lol, well, at least I can drive this year wheeeeee!!! I also can feel alot of bad stuff will happen. A premonition. But good stuff will definatly happen too. I just have a feeling this will be an IMPORTANT year. In all seriousness. I taste change. alot of change. sometimes I'm afraid of change, ya know?
"later I got picked up by dad and we went shopping for crab legs and my artificial champagne. ^.^ It tastes likr it but its not! its soooooooooooo good. afterwards, we went home and me and dad were sooo imatient when It came to cooking. we were like watching the pot of water, waiting for it to boil. but you know what they say......
"anyway, Iw atched TV till like 1:30 then I went to bed, but I was reading till like 2. I woke up at like 1:30 today X_X"
ahh, it's coming back to me
January
Lingering emo thoughts from December haunted me. Mostly me being pathetic and poetic.
Sleeping promblems and anger at everything.
Dimebag died, R.I.P.
Grandpa went to the hospital for his angeogram.
My first experience in LP gym.
Liked my English class and me and Alex worked on the ads for Into the Woods.
First experience with Hard Drive.
More hardcore emo-ness.
Got my infamous LP HOOODIE
My feet started to disintegrate
Alex talked about *** butter
Started attaching picutes to my journal.
Leo gets tackled by Matt
Didn't know how to spell Mercutio.
February
Became a rebel and skipped school.
More rants of anger and hate.
Many Many quizzes and weird dreams
Kim and Katie annoy the **** out of me and Kasia
Tajima thinks I am making ***** pants.
Fun labs in bio with Jessica, Sabeen, Eva, and Natalie
Grandpa had to have surgery
Rena was petrified when Vito pushed a straw through a peircing in his ear.
Jessica's valentine's day card:
Alex and I were asked to move to Honor's english next year
Vito blows up a balloon at our table and the whole lunchroom goes silent.
found a lover for valentine's day "Jessica: "Happy v-day. Heather, esppecially after that wonderful nigth we shared together"-"
I steal everyone's DNA
Slept for 17 hours
Tried failingly to play volleyball with a stoned Steve.
Mr. Matas kicked our proverbial ceramic *** because of the retards in the class.
A sub called Mr. Mike with a cup brandishing "EXTREME GULP"
Seems to be the month of the most headaches.
March
Michelle gets eye surgery
I went to the Fishbowl Coffeehouse for the first time and fell in love, but was violently ill that everything was amplified then dulled.
Read Me Talk Pretty One Day: "2:48 AM: eyelash discovered by sink. Moth"
Inspiration from Mr Heibal to make my bizziare jar.
"Well, in ceramics, I worked on my jar again. I cut a sharp hole in the side and made it look kinda rusty…if clay can be rusty…lol. Oh, Peter and Tajima were flicking these paper squares across the room at each other. And I was going to be ****** if one hit me. The cool part was when one came racing towards Joe and he merely shifted in his seat while the offending object whizzed past by a couple inches. OMG, it looked so ******* awesome!"
senior takeover day appeared.
Dyed my hair black
Formulated an unusual crush
Saw Mr. Travis at Jewel.
Spent Easter in the hospital.
April
Became a wheel thrower
"The Walking Dead" and "With Teeth"
Grandpa died
March
Got a xanga
To Kill a Mockingbird and ACT's
Grandpa's memorial
Katie
Drunkeness
Chased around the mall by a dummie.
Petted a boa constrictor
Raku firing field trip.
Star Wars Three and the Addison Park
Kathy was emo and Alex was prep
Finals
June
Memorial day parade.
Peter reappears
Kingdom of Heaven
Playing at the Park
Philisophical discussions at McDonalds
More drunk parties
july
Went to Wisconsin
Missed Itasca fest ecxept for the last day and me and Alex hung out
Pool time
Dancing in the rain, fireworks and insanity, and sleepover like old times. midnight trips to 7-11.
Fishbowl and h20 nights
Gina and Amanda go missing.
Won LPF award
august
chilling with friends
Renovated room to GREEN
Shopping at Wal-Mart with friends
Worked *** off at cabin, and got braces.
First day of school, fire drill and I broke my backpack
"today is deh 23rddddd
remember this, children, for it is the day of 7 feasts"
yes.
September
Ruined my english book
Owls
Library ish
Dwyer chews marijuana
Ale's b-day party and dancing and wine
filmnotes
"Okay, get off the mole..." -Mr. O
Jessica scares me with a plastic mask
National kids day in Bartlett
Earth club and Sunny Acres
October
Alchemy research
Spoke indirectly with the Reznor
Washington D.C., profound visions and actions
Birthday, iPod, love
PSAT's
Lestat
November
deconstruction, and reconstruction, and everything good and bad in between
Alot of regrets, a lot of changes
The Last Emperor
Angst
schedules for next year
Fort Minor and planning
Tim's b-day
The Cloud Atlas
December
Gina's house and all her pets
Gluttony and Greed
funniest thing happened at lunch, James was wearing eyeliner, and this dean dude walked up to our table and he’s like “*stare* you’re wearing …eye stuff” and James says yeah… and they both stare at each other …….. long pause …“what’s the occaision” says the dean, and James replies “its my birthday”
Gulliver's Travels
Jessie and I rocking out in our silver escape to SOAD and Avenged Sevenfold watching the retarded buffalo have seizures.
Aenima
Finals
Reformation
GPA of 4.9
Passed road test; last behind the wheel with Jessie, Chris, and Mr. Anderson </3
Mélusine
Vampire love
Memoirs of a Geisha
Christmas- rescuing the old, reunition, solitude in numbers, puppies, and presents.
Shaumburg in all its glory
Puke-fest
And now we are left with the grand finale. Over-all it was an average year of changes, happiness and sadness. we live on despite that, and I crave the future more than anything. I want to learn, I want to be amazed, I want to live. On New Year's eve, I read and listened to the radio... "The Hand That Feeds was #2 out of 101 songs of 2005 and I was betting on it being number one... they didn't redeem themselves by playing Mr. Brightside as numero uno, I might've if they played Bat Country, hehe. Me, dad, and Eleanor played dominoe, ate sundaes, watched TV, and drank sparkling grape juice.
Today kind of sucked, in all actuality... I woke up at like 11, ******. and I kind of remained that way, throughout the day, just being an ******* in general and craving solitude. Meh, guess that's how it goes, sometimes you can't help it. Hopefully tomorrow will be better, and I wonder what I will say to this entry next year.
Let's not forget all the awesome friends and times i've had here, on LPF, all of you have become a second family to me *hugs all*
I hope we get high speed soon because I wan't to spend more time on here... but it takes like 2 minutes to load each page =_=;; it's really annoying... well, until then, I'll probably only come on once and a while <=o
I have yet to think of any goals for this year
