Twilight's *gasp* Journal! Read at your own risk
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twilightcrimson7
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Yeah I certainly won't bore you with the mundane and tedious details.
lately it's just been like, monotonous ****. And working my *** off.
I mean there have been good times in the past week, but I don't feel happy on the inside. I just feel like I'm rotting inside.
Yeah, I'm sure it will pass eventually
Thank you for the kind replies Matt and Fribby
<3 you both!
lately it's just been like, monotonous ****. And working my *** off.
I mean there have been good times in the past week, but I don't feel happy on the inside. I just feel like I'm rotting inside.
Yeah, I'm sure it will pass eventually
Thank you for the kind replies Matt and Fribby
<3 you both!
woodyloveslinkin
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i hate most people in general too.
Heart_LP
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Well, some ppl are irritating...kinda ppl that you just wanna kill and some ppl are actually pretty decent.
At times like these, the irritating ppl feel more present and that really sux.
As fri said, thinking positively does help sometimes and also talking to not irritating ppl.
So, I hope things get better and you feel better.
*hugs tightly*
Love you loads sis. =*
At times like these, the irritating ppl feel more present and that really sux.
As fri said, thinking positively does help sometimes and also talking to not irritating ppl.
So, I hope things get better and you feel better.
*hugs tightly*
Love you loads sis. =*
twilightcrimson7
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Thanks, all of you 
*super big hugs to all*
I try to think positive.
today is kind of better, but that's only because I'm kind of spacy today, and apathetic, to a cetain extent, but this mood has caused me trouble. I woke up 5 minutes before I had to leave, and I put a sweater on, but not my coat.
so one, I didn't have my coat.
two, my cell phone, keys, and wallet are in my jacket.
So when I went to my locker this morning, I didn't even notice that I didn't hang a jacket up, as I ususally did.
Then when I left to go to class, I was missing my sweater. like wtf I was sitting on it, so I went back to where I was sitting, and it was gone.
I'm going to check the lost and found
So I was freezing in english. And THEN i realized that I didn't have my wallet, which also mad me realize I did not bring a coat to school
no wallet equals no food
no cell phone equals no staying after school
I'm so ******* spacy today it's not funny. at all. But see if I was in my normal state of mind, I would be more angry. and I am not.
so there's good things and bad things
wish me luck people.
*super big hugs to all*I try to think positive.
today is kind of better, but that's only because I'm kind of spacy today, and apathetic, to a cetain extent, but this mood has caused me trouble. I woke up 5 minutes before I had to leave, and I put a sweater on, but not my coat.
so one, I didn't have my coat.
two, my cell phone, keys, and wallet are in my jacket.
So when I went to my locker this morning, I didn't even notice that I didn't hang a jacket up, as I ususally did.
Then when I left to go to class, I was missing my sweater. like wtf I was sitting on it, so I went back to where I was sitting, and it was gone.
I'm going to check the lost and found
So I was freezing in english. And THEN i realized that I didn't have my wallet, which also mad me realize I did not bring a coat to school
no wallet equals no food
no cell phone equals no staying after school
I'm so ******* spacy today it's not funny. at all. But see if I was in my normal state of mind, I would be more angry. and I am not.
so there's good things and bad things
wish me luck people.
twilightcrimson7
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Thanks Misery!
well the sweater wasn't in the lost and found, but at lunch, alexis said she found it and that she left it in the choir room by accident.
Umm well, I got 50 cents from alexis to buy a cookie, but that was it.
In chem... well chem was very boring. Meh.
Business was very boring. Mr. Jones annoyed me greatly.
Spanish was okay. Everyone just talked, really.
Geometry was okay. Mr. Zizzo got on my nerves again, but I got an A on the trig quiz. I like trig. hehe.
I was debating whether I was going to go home right away, or stay for art club, and use someone's fone.
Ultimatly is was the snow that made me snow. remember, no jacket. and it was like, blizzarding.
So I stayed, and made a vase, which was okay, but the width was uneven.
Derrick let me use his ghetto phone.
then I waited for dad outside, but didn't come out. Then alex came out, and dad showed up and we gave alex a ride home. gosh I haven't seen her in so long
when I got home I ate and then went to mom's house.
mom insisted she drive me to gina's, because it was snowing.
it would have been much easier for me to have driven.
anyway, I felt bad when I got to gina's cause her family bought food for me.
but it was nice of them ^^
then we commenced the cookage, and gina ended up pouring the liquids into the solids, lol! they turned out all crumbly. Amanda came home from driving, and she criticized gina, hehe. then she broke a cabinet door, haha
me and gina watched 'that 70's show' while the cookies baked
it was muy fun.
then Tim picked me up
okay so that was a half-assed entry! I don't care
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****'s (a chicago radio guy) attempt at exposing LP.
Well, for me, it didn't work. you can so tell the difference
http://www.ugcs.caltech.edu/%7Epaymer/mer/all_linkin_park_songs_sound_exactly_the_same.mp3
well the sweater wasn't in the lost and found, but at lunch, alexis said she found it and that she left it in the choir room by accident.
Umm well, I got 50 cents from alexis to buy a cookie, but that was it.
In chem... well chem was very boring. Meh.
Business was very boring. Mr. Jones annoyed me greatly.
Spanish was okay. Everyone just talked, really.
Geometry was okay. Mr. Zizzo got on my nerves again, but I got an A on the trig quiz. I like trig. hehe.
I was debating whether I was going to go home right away, or stay for art club, and use someone's fone.
Ultimatly is was the snow that made me snow. remember, no jacket. and it was like, blizzarding.
So I stayed, and made a vase, which was okay, but the width was uneven.
Derrick let me use his ghetto phone.
then I waited for dad outside, but didn't come out. Then alex came out, and dad showed up and we gave alex a ride home. gosh I haven't seen her in so long
when I got home I ate and then went to mom's house.
mom insisted she drive me to gina's, because it was snowing.
it would have been much easier for me to have driven.
anyway, I felt bad when I got to gina's cause her family bought food for me.
but it was nice of them ^^
then we commenced the cookage, and gina ended up pouring the liquids into the solids, lol! they turned out all crumbly. Amanda came home from driving, and she criticized gina, hehe. then she broke a cabinet door, haha
me and gina watched 'that 70's show' while the cookies baked
it was muy fun.
then Tim picked me up
okay so that was a half-assed entry! I don't care
---
****'s (a chicago radio guy) attempt at exposing LP.
Well, for me, it didn't work. you can so tell the difference
http://www.ugcs.caltech.edu/%7Epaymer/mer/all_linkin_park_songs_sound_exactly_the_same.mp3
woodyloveslinkin
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lol took you long enough to realise who i was on MSN twi lol it wasn't until I put APC on till u realised who I was.
twilightcrimson7
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Wow thanks guys for all the comments. they cheered me up.
^_^
Fribbs-yeah it didn't end up that bad
Keza- aww yeah it was fun ^_^ <3 ya
shaun- Yes, it was found, but alexis left it in her choir room, and she's been absent, so I haven't gotten it back yet XD
sammi- lol yeah the spannish guy is great and I like the guy with the fro and sunglasses XD <3 ya
woody-well i thought it was you, but I wasn't sure. I saw you had NIN on so I thought it was a pretty good indication. I know a lot of aussie's you know XD
I didn't even see the APC it was you saying we were married that made me sure it was you <3
Well I haven't been on here a whole lot, I haven't been feeling that good.
Like, I feel sick inside. Like festering thoughts and stuff like that.
I keep doing this to me, so it's what I get. I'm going to just have to deal with it, until I decide what to do about it.
I just made a huge bowl of ice cream, cause it looked good, you know, but I only ate like a couple spoonfuls, and didn't even enjoy it. I also made ramen, and I am going to attempt to enjoy that.
^_^
Fribbs-yeah it didn't end up that bad
Keza- aww yeah it was fun ^_^ <3 ya
shaun- Yes, it was found, but alexis left it in her choir room, and she's been absent, so I haven't gotten it back yet XD
sammi- lol yeah the spannish guy is great
and I like the guy with the fro and sunglasses XD <3 yawoody-well i thought it was you, but I wasn't sure. I saw you had NIN on so I thought it was a pretty good indication. I know a lot of aussie's you know XD
I didn't even see the APC it was you saying we were married that made me sure it was you
<3Well I haven't been on here a whole lot, I haven't been feeling that good.
Like, I feel sick inside. Like festering thoughts and stuff like that.
I keep doing this to me, so it's what I get. I'm going to just have to deal with it, until I decide what to do about it.
I just made a huge bowl of ice cream, cause it looked good, you know, but I only ate like a couple spoonfuls, and didn't even enjoy it. I also made ramen, and I am going to attempt to enjoy that.
twilightcrimson7
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*hugs sammi back* thank you dear
It's nothing really worth talking about, but thanks.
Thanks shaun, and I'm sorry you feel like I do, I don't wish it upon anyone *hug*
Well I'm going to battle of the bands at my school soon, if my parents ever get home...
Hopefully that will be fun.
It's nothing really worth talking about, but thanks.
Thanks shaun, and I'm sorry you feel like I do, I don't wish it upon anyone *hug*
Well I'm going to battle of the bands at my school soon, if my parents ever get home...
Hopefully that will be fun.
twilightcrimson7
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ugh I'm sorry I hope you get over that
Well I'm back.
When I got there, they had signs to walk around to the back.
I saw Kathy and Alexis there, we I hung out with them. There was two guys playing guitar and singing. they were pretty good. one one of their songs they messed up, and the guy was "ooh sorry guys .. .let's start that over" lol it was so cute.
I saw Paige there.
A little later, Joanna showed up, and we were sitting around. I got a slice of pizza and kathy and alexis ate what I didn't finish. I asked Joanna if she wanted to sit with us. There was a band that just covered songs... and they really didn't have anything origional. Then they had this screamo band which was hardcore, but not my favorite
the last band I saw was awesome. Their name is Lane Kai. They handed out CD's too. they're really cool. so it was 6:15 when I decided to leave.
I got home and my mom and my step sister were smoking in the garage. So apparently my step sister smokes now. I don't know why that ****** me off so much....
Ugh, I got a really bad stomach ache from that pizza I had, but I feel better now.
well, that's it for now
Well I'm back.
When I got there, they had signs to walk around to the back.
I saw Kathy and Alexis there, we I hung out with them. There was two guys playing guitar and singing. they were pretty good. one one of their songs they messed up, and the guy was "ooh sorry guys
.. .let's start that over" lol it was so cute.I saw Paige there.
A little later, Joanna showed up, and we were sitting around. I got a slice of pizza and kathy and alexis ate what I didn't finish. I asked Joanna if she wanted to sit with us. There was a band that just covered songs... and they really didn't have anything origional. Then they had this screamo band which was hardcore, but not my favorite
the last band I saw was awesome. Their name is Lane Kai. They handed out CD's too.
they're really cool. so it was 6:15 when I decided to leave.I got home and my mom and my step sister were smoking in the garage. So apparently my step sister smokes now. I don't know why that ****** me off so much....
Ugh, I got a really bad stomach ache from that pizza I had, but I feel better now.
well, that's it for now