{Wood'z Journal Act 2}

Ravynlee

New member
you need to just stay away
I second that. You and D fight so much / are running hot and cold that when it happens again (and past history dictates it's not if but when) you're going to be stuck in another country with him with no real support and / or way out.

I care for you, you're a good friend, but sincerely last few weeks you're spinning out of control and I'm not liking it. There's no ultimatums but really, there's only so much I can say and advice I can give - doesn't matter anyway, you ring in tears and when things get on top of you but you never listen to a word I have to say. It's a bit insulting. No go have fun, I say (with all sarcasm intended), I sincerely hope you have fun, but when it comes to the dramas that will unfold with D I say you're on your own.

Remember that saying; if it sounds too good to be true it probably is?

Think about it.

Save up if you want to see another country. Go on your own terms. Enjoy yourself.

 

woodyloveslinkin

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I know it sounds too good to be true. We were kinda drunk with a bunch of other friends when we were discussing it last night.Actually with us being just friends, it's kinda working out that way for us better than anything right now. Meh. Again, don't need a relationship with him right now I do have my eyes set another Romeo. Just looking for the time being. I have to think about other things before I make my final decision, Daniel included. BUT Chris and another Kate might be coming so at least I wouldn't be alone. It's just food for thought right now nothing's stuck in the mud. I'm allowed to dream about a white christmas!

HUUNNNGGGOOOVVVVVEERRR! Have to do assignments...not liking it.....

Mel and I were up to 3 am talking on facebook about our assignments and how its so stupid of the lecturers to have them all due in side by side for four ******* days that i'm there next week. Totally uncool. I have two and a half bottles of Jim Beam in my room along with my goon bag in which I know I can't touch for all.

I was totally disappointed yesterday when I was walking with Aaron and I got his number. And I tried to message him but I realised that his number hadn't gone in because there was another "Aaron Uni" already in my phone. And then Sam chucked the ***** at me when I explained to her what happened and asked his number off her. I was like "it's not like i'm ******* him dammit, i just want his number". I don't know what was wrong with Sam yesterday. Aaron approached me at the bus stop and we started talking and then we got seats at the front of the bus and then I realised that Sam was at the back. I smiled and waved and all she did was give me an evil look and looked ******. Aaron and I turned to each other and said -

"She's not a happy duck, we better go up there."

So we went there and she got happier that we sat with her. *shrugs* I don't know why Sam gets like that. And then she raved on about how people aren't supposed to outdress the birthday girl (talking about her party on saturday). And then I was like

"well if that be the case slutty little mini skirt here i come," *lol* jk,

We were singing songs at the pub such as

* One Step Closer

* In the End

etc etc. Amusing seeing Heather and I are sorta LP fans but. But we're (hardcore) Nightwish/Lacuna Coil/Sevendust/Marilyn Manson/ Cradle of Filth etc etc together. We are basically inseperatable at times, like me and Mendes. Hm...I think I can make it to his 19th but that means getting drunk and travelling back wasted the next day back to wagga if that be the case. It's a Bathurst High tradition to get utterly off your face at everyone's in the group's bday party. In fact the only party we haven't got smashed at was Heather's 18th. That's cos we were at a chinese place and then we proceeded over to the pub where i have photos have Liz drinking and Alice and AJ doing crazy **** while sober! Oh old photos of Callan in there with short hair that made him look like a ****. *sigh* the good old days!

Her little sister is a LP fanatic. Hmm...

I attended only the lecture for graphics yesterday because I was dead tired and then I went shopping. But as I was walking out the door I realised who was behind me, Wayne who I had called cute on facebook. I was ready to start conversation with him but was too embarrassed. So I went grocery shopping, ran into Dan, talked for a bit, decided we should go out but ended up going back to his place (all my ******* food is with him) had a chat about riddles and whatnots with other friends, got kinda ******.....

I still haven't set up my **** scanner, in which I need to scan in my photos for monday class. In fact, monday's assignment is worth the most outta every one that I have due that week, Tuesday > graphics Wednesday > graphics theory Thursday > Dark Room. ERGH!! Imogen, Mel and I were having the biggest ***** about that arrangement.

Went on Callan's vampirefreaks site and I was like "whaaaatttt? that ain't him. oh wait, now I see." ***. Said he was coming down here to see Heather and I. Hasn't done it so far.

 

woodyloveslinkin

New member
well, today was okay. I had to go over to daniel's place to have most of my food. didnt go to class, but instead i get much needed help from him about my photography assignment. homonyms are ******* hard to picture! but i didn't have trouble making a narrative about the photos. I've done three out of four photos for that assignment. going to start my graphics assignment tonight.

Chris came over and they talked about philosophical bullshit while i was busy off doing some photography work. katie's such a stoner his house mate, she asked me for a cigarette so i gave her one and then minutes later i walked past and there she was spreading the tobacco across the plate. i don't know what she was doing with it, but she went off and had a cone in the kitchen when i walked back in from my cigarette outside..i was like "ah ok". i buggered off.

have been busy making video sigs for myself. so far i've made three nightwish ones and a cradle of filth one. seems hard at first but i understand the principles of animation thanks to Tia and Serena who are doing it for their degree.

Mel and I are going to have tomorrow at Dark Room, that's if I show up for it...

 

woodyloveslinkin

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I'm so sick right now, physically. Stuffed up and ergh, I have to go into uni today even though I had Dark Room at nine I didn't show up too sick to do anything right now. But I will show you two photos I'm contemplating about "Photograph a Spot" part of my photography assignment so I photographed a spot in the park, lol -

I call this one, Height Can Be Decieving(especially in Katie's pov)

http://photos-354.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_3994265_8697.jpg

Untitled

http://photos-354.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_3994266_860.jpg

 

woodyloveslinkin

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thanks.

Well today was a complete waste. Didn't go to Dark Room. Went back to my now proclaimed second home in wagga (Dan's place) for dinner, and man, I had the first decent home-made meal in ages there! Watched some tv and bummed around. Got a dress for summer in Cruise for $7. I spent half the afternoon groaning about CS2 and how much I missed my version. It seems to much easier to work! Got a doctor's appointment at 10.30 but if my landlord/lady are still here by that time (they are going away for a month or so) I'll put it forward because I lost my keys and too buggered to ask for another set right now. That means I've lost the keys to this place and the keys to my mum's/nan's place in Sydney along with the keys of Dad's place in Bathurst AND Beck's (my sis's) place in Bathurst. Sucks to be me right now. So I'm gradually moving into Dan's place over the time that they are away. Downside - I'll probs be sleeping on the couch for a while.

Was contemplating scanning in a photo of me from a couple of years ago. I was innocent then. Still don't know if I'm ready to show LPF the innocent version of me.

 

woodyloveslinkin

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Just for the **** of sheer embarrassment I'll put these up in these up in the member's pics thread -

FROM THIS :

http://photos-354.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_4004282_64.jpg

I'm so freaking innocent!! About 4 years ago at Christmas time. The film was ******, we tried double exposing it and we sucked majorally at it. And that's when I wasn't doing it as a uni course. Are we related??? Omg. I think we are!

TO THIS -

http://photos-354.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_4004283_467.jpg

New Dress.

 

woodyloveslinkin

New member
ew. haha, say that to her partner's face and say it to her three year old son's face -

http://photos-354.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-snc1/v317/174/15/906285354/n906285354_4004589_3327.jpg

hehe Huon's such a photowhore.

 

woodyloveslinkin

New member
Well this morning I got up and started to finish off my assignments. I'm hating them. Going to the doctor's hopefully at 10.30 to see what the **** is wrong with me, especially when I get comments from friends who say I've been really pale in the past few days. I can't wait for my landlord/lady to leave, they're still here but they're packing all of their stuff up.

Again, gotta go to Daniel's tonight for my dinner. I've realised something about his place. It's ******* cold! Because it's brick walls and there's basically no heaters. But I do like it. Once Kate leaves we're turning the dining room into a bedroom (this was decided long ago). I'll be slowly shifting my **** over to his place. Sounds like a bad idea and probs might not be the wisest decision but I've already been "man-hunting" as my mother puts it. I know what I want and it ain't Daniel.

 

woodyloveslinkin

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**** I didn't get a doctor's certificate today. Stupid Daniel told me to go the wrong way. Instead of walking towards the main centre of Wagga like he told me to (because I didn't know where the medical clinic was on Morgan St) it was the other way! I got up him for it majorally. I still don't feel well. Oh well, thinking about dropping down to a single degree I'm really starting to hate Dark Room. Especially when I can't ******* find Camera House on the main street. Grr.

Well what else did I do? Callan and I exchanged insults to one another via txt messages. I rang up Liam to get the dimensions of our Adv. Digital Imaging assignment. I managed to wake him up and he sounded really sincere on the phone. He was like -

"Well if you need anything from me, like anything else, you can always call me, you do know that?"

I haven't really spoken to him about anything of the **** that went down between me and daniel. I told him what happened and told him the whole story, but since then I really haven't talked to him. I merely speak to Imogen or Heather about it. I don't know I feel weird when he treats me like that. YES I know he's uber hot/nice but YES I know he has Claire his gf. ****, why are the good ones taken/half the time turn out ot be ********?

I got in touch with Anakita from Oberon and Nicole who I think now lives in Sydney or Bathurst, not sure to be honest, and we grew up together pratically! Nic's mum used to be my babysitter and they pratically lived up the road from my family in Walang (just outside Bathurst, nice bushy area). Anakita, omg, we got up to so much mischief together! It was those two and another girl called Brooke, who seemed to turn very strange when she had hit Year 7, who I was attached to. Oh and Nicole's little sister, Melanie, I remember her quite well, a couple of years younger than us, and Lisa who's Ra's age and Ra and her used to be friends as well with Beck. Omg, it's been ages.

AND!

I changed my hair colour (again) it's supposed to be golden copper blonde but it looks more light brown than anything. I feel ripped.

 

woodyloveslinkin

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http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/c25b0be8f8f2bfcfd1058b299fe332a5.jpg

Golden Copper Blonde?

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/894cdf93bc70d764eb90572ea0c468be.jpg

I <3 Penny (in Greece)

 

woodyloveslinkin

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^ I look so ******* stoned in those pics.

Well, I don't know what to say for once. I'm still so ******* sick (here we go I always manage to find something to say!) coughing up **** and just ergh, I feel so blrgh. Listening the best band in the world The Smashing Pumpkins!!! Gotta clean up my room, it's a mess. Gotta print some **** off (didn't do it yesterday...my bad) and I gotta see Daniel...every time he's around me now for some odd reason he starts singing "In The End". He justifies it by saying it's a got a DBZ filmclip to it (it does! I've seen it myself!) and I keep on telling him to sing One Step Closer but he only sings one line and then goes back to singing ITE. Hmmm...it's Sam's B'day party tonight! So I probs won't be on until late or I can't sleep.

This place is so dead without Firehawk :(

On a lighter note -

8,000th post :party:

 

woodyloveslinkin

New member
As some might've read, Daniel attacked me in the Vic Hotel last night. This is how it all started, I'm shaken up about it still.

We had an argument this afternoon about food. He wanted to go to McDonalds and have McDonalds there and come back to his place, and I said

"Why can't you go to Maccas and bring it back to eat here?" He cracked the ***** about it. So then he told me that he was going out with Al to drink. I said to him that if he gets drunk and I somehow find out about it, he owes me the money he spent on drinks.

So I went to Sam's 19th at Italian resturant downtown. Had a grand old time (uploading the pics as I speak) had two strawberry magaritas, yummy as! And then everyone went to the Vic. We then got told to come back to Coles for the cake that Sam and Liz had just gotten so we went back to the mall to sing happy bday to her. And then everyone headed off back to the Vic while Brie and that went to the Duke. I happen to ran into Daniel **** drunk and so I said -

"Where's my cash? You've broken the deal."

So he was like no no no, and then I ordered a Goon Sunrise and poured the whole thing into his beer. He was ******. And then I told him -

"You've had enough, let's go home. You're drunk."

"Get ******."

So I grabbed his hands and tried to pull him towards the door but he wouldn't budge. So he got up from his bar stool and then I still hadn't let go. I kept on telling him that he was drunk. But he kept denying it even though he had openly admitted it that he was drunk minutes before. So he was like -

"Let go of me,"

"Only if you come home and sober up"

"**** off *****"

He started pushing and shoving me at first, freeing my hand of course, but Al soon restrained him. Al went away to the bathroom. So he grabbed my hand and we started to exchange idle threats about hocking my appliances that I had at his place etc etc etc. So he started to bend my fingers backwards.

"Are you gonna let go?"

"You're drunk, I'm trying to do you a favour!"

So he continued bending my fingers backwards. By this time I was in severe pain and I felt like any moment my bones would snap. It was that forceful that not even my piercings had experienced such pain (they still really hurt now).

"Are you gonna let go?"

"Daniel, stop it you're hurting me," - self-defence motive, I slapped him across the face with my spare hand, tried pinching him, tried to get away from his grip, but he was too strong.

"Are you gonna let go?"

"Yeah,"

"Are you gonna let go?"

"I just said ******* yes! Let go of me now!"

He let go and he raced off to the bathroom, leaving me wtf to do. So I went upstairs with the rest of my friends and told Phil (ran into Hamish btw, uber hot guy) and he told me what to do - go tell the bouncers. So I did and they removed him from the Vic Hotel. I ran into Heather and by the look in my eye, *** that woman knows me well!

"Let me guess, Daniel's done **** again?" Heather asked me looking concerned as she knew what had happened before. I told her and so on I said Happy Bday to her (it's hers and sam's today!). So I then tried to make myself happier by dancing didn't work, so I told Liam and Liam escorted me down to the police station cos he had convinced me to record the event just in case anything else happened. Seriously taking that man to court and placing a restraining order on him. He had that look in his eye, the same one that he had when he slammed down his fist on the table the other time, he looked like he was going to seriously do some damage to me.

AND THIS WAS IN FRONT OF EVERYONE WHO WAS BLIND DRUNK ... but I was quite the sober person for once.

 

woodyloveslinkin

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http://photos-d.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_4025899_559.jpg

Brie looks drunk I don't know why :S

http://photos-e.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_4025900_1365.jpg

Birthday girl!! Sammi!!

http://photos-f.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_4025925_134.jpg

*** **** why did Liz have to start laughing?

http://photos-h.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_4025991_1960.jpg

Another photo to suggest how tall I am and how Brie must look like a drug addict.http://photos-a.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_4025992_2693.jpg

Margo looks decent and Aaron (uber hot guy that I like) seems a bit out of it.

http://photos-a.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_4026000_8734.jpg

Margo looking nice.

http://photos-c.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_4026002_7895.jpg

We somewhat love this photo despite the fact it was taken upside down. My shirt/necklace and Brie's head.

http://photos-d.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v334/174/15/906285354/n906285354_4026003_8838.jpg

*** **** Liz, take a spastic one of me (another) Kate and that other guy I don't know.

 

Ravynlee

New member
Just one thing to say to that - how many more times are you gonna put up with it? Aren't you getting tired of his **** yet?
 
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