I have a feeling that Daniel's already out to achieve my goal, have an AVO on another. So how did it start?
Well I went over after talking to my brother about the situation, got Maccas and then knocked a couple of times at the door. No answer, so place 3 page letter addressed to Daniel down under door and then he reappears behind the gate. He then told me that he would get my stuff and then the reason why he was behind the gate was because he didn't want us to come in contact with one another. So I sat on the porch and then Kate's bf came out, felt sorry for me for some reason and let me in. So I walked into his room there he was lying on the floor doing nothing, so I went to my corner of the room, dropping the letter down on the ground and telling him "anytime" for him to read it. So he read it and he seemed unimpressed by what was said.
Now comes the juicy part.
I basically kept asking him questions because I said I would rather a happily deletion of his character than a bad deletion where questions remained unanswered and that I would only be reappearing back in his life for the answers to these questions. So I gave him the questions and basically, he blamed all last night on me, saying that I was "assaulting" him by tugging at his shirt and pulling at him. And that almost breaking my fingers was an act of defence. And that he removed himself from the Vic and he wasn't kicked out.
I asked where my money was, where my stuff was and where my food was, and he said that I am not going to get any of the above back for going to the cops last night. So I lost control, stood up quickly from my corner and slapped in him across the face. He then stormed out of the house and called the cops. I went back to my corner thought about my actions, decided they were a bit out of control and I needed to regain self control again, thus, I needed to go for a walk. So I got back up, took his phone and stormed out. So I called up Imogen asked her what she was up to and nothing much. Then went to the park and called Liam and told him basically I'm losing control of myself. He said he couldn't do anything because he was about to start work but he said txt him to update him.
One major thing he pointed out was -
"The cops ain't going to do ****. They don't care about break ups. They rather care about black kids bashing people up on the side of the road. If he's gone to get an AVO against you, that's a good six months in the court, he's dragging it on and it's just all words."
Agreed. But the funny thing is, he was taunting me to get an AVO put on him, not the other way around. Jesus, I wasn't even planning to talk to him. He wouldn't let ME get MY stuff and he didn't anyway in the long run! He just loves provoking me that *******. He knows how to **** me off and in someone with a mind like mine, when I'm ****** off I can lose self-control. I've shown in my history and really, the uni councillor is doing jackshit about helping me. Makes me wanna grab a knife and something, and then we'll see if Daniel is human, if he is, he'll pour out red blood. If he isn't pouring out red blood, there's something ******* wrong with him.
Walking home, pouring down rain. It felt good for it to rain on me. Then Imogen saw me and gave me a lift home. Thank ***, no cops. BUT one thing I have to work on, NO YELLING AT THE COPS !!! ****, they **** me off. It's in the family. They **** my brother off easily, and they somehow **** me off easily.
And all the people who don't know what an AVO is go to this website >>
http://www.lawlink.nsw.gov.au/lawlink/local_courts/ll_localcourts.nsf/pages/lc_avo1
I thank modern technology nowadays that I ain't pregnant. Or some **** would've been stirred even more. Especially when he's made it clear to me several times that if I were, he ain't sticking around. **** him seriously.
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