MrsBennington-Delson

it wasn't that long x] just quoting a lot xD lol hmm... well I'll see... I think he does really regret it but dunno... I guess I'll forgive him and everything will be good, tho I don't like the fact that he's hangin out with her but that's something else...

I need a massage :'( rawr rawr rawr x]

aaaawwwww Jess!! you're so beautiful and cute!!! ^_^ Andreia very nice pic... so lovely Yeah Sygy you don't look too happy x] lol teh moi? http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/DSC00712.jpghttp://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/ALIM8219.jpghttp://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/ALIM8303.jpg ^from 2 weeks ago, was a fun night x] .................... ^disco star fever? loool xD .....................^ ^_^

Thankies guys :o Hey I told my best friend that I need some kinda style change in life I'm gettin bored kinda quickly of my look and shit :-P its just that till now I haven't found the "perfect style" to show what I am... don't wanna get all emo bc I'm not or all skater girl bc I'm not ^^ so I guess from time to time I'm putting my own parts together and bringin up the old Jos in a new way or something like that x] lol and thanks for the advice Imma try to do my best :thumbsup: hmm well if you really really want one try it out ^^ I mean its not like a tattoo that you can't remove it etc LOL that was actually the first thought of me and my friend since we both want one but I guess it depends on the girls or guys... some have one and dont look like Emos at all and some have a piercing and do so look like an Emo.. ^^ Oh yeah Imma so do that! Go get 2 piercings and a huge tat on my back just to be like "there you go dad! I'm Jos and I always get what I want at some time!!" xD nah jk ^^ lol Update: Went out yesterday evening with a friend of mine from volleyball... 2 other girls were with us and later on Tanja and Chris came, you know the 2 I was having trouble with... well uhm I haven't talked to Tanja anything... just said a lil Hi and asking her if she wants a Tequilla bc we were all buying one togheter... Chris was like "we still gotta talk with each other" me: "yeah sure some time" him: "no seriously we HAVE TO" me: "yeh yeh ok" then later he went away with Tanja and Tatjana bc they got picked up and when he came back he was like "do you have a sec?" and since I was kinda tipsy I was like "Yeah sure anytime, for you always Chris, yeh yeh sure" and went outside the bar with him... There we were first standing around and he was like "you know we gotta talk about something" me: "uhm really?" him: "yes" me: "well uhm idk what about *evil smile*" him: "you know it" me: "ah you mean the thing with tanja *still evil smile*" him: "yup exactly that" me: "uhm yeh what am I supposed to say?" and then we talked kinda and I told him that it didnt find it ok from him to tell her bc friends just dont do that especially if they dont even know the other person... well anyways he said that its his fault then and ask me whats gonna happen now... gosh it felt like I was breaking up with him or something and now we dont know if we wanna stay friends or idk what O.o wtf?? well anyways I told him that its ok but that I don't know if it can be as it was, like our friendship... I hugged him goodbye and went back into the bar... gosh you guys seriously x] Another funny thing was that Carina and I were talkin english almost all the time it was cool bc the other didnt really get what we're sayin bc he talk pretty well not fast but seems like to fast for them xD so yeah today Imma just chill at home, at about 4pm my girls will come and we'll first make a Fan Shirt for one of our friends x] and then later on go get some chinese foooooooooood and then chill at the bar should be fun ^^ I love my girls <3 lol

Feel goooooood ^^ mmhh...

no x] unfortunately no piercing or tattoo until im 18 ^^

thanks for the advice =D hey hey! ^_^ hihi how are ya? =D oh and me was bored so me took pics x] http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/ALIM8262.jpg http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/ALIM8303.jpg a bit tooooo big me knows but me was too lazy to change the size :D:D I hope you'll fogive me x]

why arent ya givin it a try with Grace? is she ignoring you or what makes you feel like you're goin to fail?? dont be so negative lol @ the love the song and hate it at the same time hahaha I have shitloads of those x] you remember the shirt? ^^ hope you'll have a great weekend take care of ya

no no its just ok like that x] loool

woah Jeezy you're mean =P yeah... Imma try and keep it all slow and not study at last x] oh and btw I want a lip piercing or a nose one ^^ lol

thanks well I doubt its that... I mean he wasn't just like anyone I knew, he was a friend... well as I said, was... To all that my mood is gettin worse and worse kinda... -.- In school I started to fuck up my grades hardcore kinda although I'm not studying less or anything... its more that I study more and I did before -.- and I'm very pissed bout that bc its pretty much the end of the year and its very hard to get any more grades now so I could make everything better... and to all that my german teacher is being such a fuckin cunt! blaming me for eating in her lesson while everyone else is doing the same or acting even worse!! sometimes I'd really like to look into her eyes and say she's a Nazi and does all that just bc she doesnt like the fact that I'm not german but my parents said I should never ever do that or I'd be the one in trouble so Imma leave that -.- but hell this one is gonna pay for that some time >:o meh I'm so pissed at her... I actually made a graffiti for her today its saying "fucking cunt" in english so 1. no one gets it 2. she wont get it anyways but it was dedicaded to her and 3. it looks uber coolness gonna upload it soon x] so yeh thats my way of putting out my aggression x] drawing graffitis :lol: thats it for now... ^^ lol

Hmm... so uhm some update ^^ School kinda pisses me off atm -.- Last week we wrote the physics test and I was really studying hard for it and it went so well and what do I get for it?? A fuckin C!! And today we wrote Chemistry and I also studied a lot and what happend? I went so baaaaad!! Never felt so fucked bout school than now gggrrr... whatever.... And I have like 2 friends less... reason for that is that Sabrina and I said to Chris that Tanja is stupid (what she is and I had problems with her before and since she was pretty much ignoring me and then saying I'm ignoring her I was pissed and didnt care bout her) and Chris told that Tanja, so Tanja got extremely pissed at me and prolly hates me now, what I honestly don't care about but I'm pissed at Chris bc we were knowing each other for a while and he doesnt even really know Tanja!! and then he tells me the reason why he told her that is that she is also a friend of her... well sorry but all my other friends would never say something someone said bout the other if its negativ... Sabrina was also or is still very pissed at him... and meh.. he wants to talk to me bout it on the weekend bc he has school now but I dunno if I want that -.- can't be fucked with that atm... if he says Tanja is his friend than please go on and be friends but without me! ^^ besides of that... I (once again) think I'm in love but this time for sure :o its actually very sad bc I'm pretty sure I can't have him but still it makes me happy kinda ^^ whatever lol here a pic since I was bored ^^ http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/_.jpg?t=1207764525 looks extremely funny if you ask me loool and check out the ones in the members pictures thread

Smexy Jona! w00t! hehe omg Alison!! xD lmao!! uber coolness Jeezy :thumbsup: le moi: http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/neewwwcrazyx.jpg new? crazy? yeeeeaaahhh ^^ x]

I'm agreeing with the guys its awesome :thumbsup:

I confess that I'm in love (at least it seems so)

oh yeh... lol you got shitloads of computer shiz lol but I'm sure you're gonna make it :thumbsup:

I hate my current sig

x] thanks Update: So uhm... this weekend was great again Friday: First I went out to the bar we're always going to, stayed there till 9pm and then went back home where my bro, his gf and her lil sis were waiting for me ^^ then we left to the disco since it was the 16th bday from his gfs lil sis x] That night I drank a lot... lol I wasn't completely drunk tho kinda O.o dunno... Saturday: I had this grill & chill evening at my house and it was great! My dad was makin the meat for us and we were all chillin and stuff it was uber coolness We were first starting up outside but then it started raining so we moved into the garage ^^ At like 11:30pm we went to town bc a girl we know was celebrating her 16th bday so we thought we should drop by for a sec. It was all good untill I saw a policeman in the bar I was kinda scared bc with 16 I'm not allowed to stay outside later than midnight plus I forgot my ID =S but thank god he didn't talk to us or something he went out sometime and it was all good (at least I hope so O.o) well at like 00:25am we left and went back to my place, now it was just us 5: Sabi, Fish, Eschi, Phil and moi ^^ When we got to my place we went into my room and chilled there on my bed or lets say Phil, Fish, Sabi and I were lying on my bed and Eschi was sleeping on the floor :lol: which was quite funny bc I was like "Eschi why don't you come into bed the floor is cold and uncomfortable" and he was just kinda grumping and saying that is fine x] loool So yeh uhm... since we had some Tequilla left we decided to drink it x] us 4 with a lil bit of Tequilla but still enough to makes us all drunk *eeeww* I barely drank anything bc I was too tired to do so and to lazy x] but Sabi wasn't like me so acutally that lil bit we had just the Fish and Sabi were drinkin x] and Sabi was soooo drunk that suddenly she was all pale and looked like she was going to pass out or something... I honestly was freakin scared that that would happen and shiz so I was all like "you ok you ok???" and since she was able to respond and said that she's ok I told her to tell me if she needs anything and went to sleep x] so uhm yeh... ^^ It was fun didn't expect it to be so cool Here some pics: http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/ALIM8122.jpg http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/ALIM8128.jpg ^uhm yes xD (me, Carina, Cathy and Susi) http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/ALIM8152.jpg ^me and Tini goin Emo *rofl* xD http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r50/draco-jojo/ALIM8153.jpg ^oh don't think that's just some fruit juice x] I wouldn't be Jos if I wouldnt mix in everything so just for your info in my first drink I had: Tequilla, Peach Juice and Sprite... after I went away to get something I had also Ketchup and 2 sorts of beer in it and I drank it didnt notice the ketchup so after I drank a bit and they told me I didnt care anymore lol

Didn't James play Cyclopse in X-Men??

omg 0.0 I'm so sorry to hear that... *hugs* R.I.P

Tired but gooood ^^

8/10 pretty freakin sweet

happy birthday!! =D have a nice one ^^

thanks ^^ yeah I know there's something missing =/ but thanks

thanks :o *hihi*