stupidsoul1
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work is different then school work...........
awesome congrats on the scarf!! how much was it?!
awesome congrats on the scarf!! how much was it?!
angelwithburntwing's journal
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Chestersbabi7
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hahaha...thats kool that you got to see your GF and ****... I want a job too, i need money bad... lol Congrats on the 600 posts!
angelwithburntwings
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thanks.... and any work is good at the moment lol
the scarf cost me less than £6 including p&p... should get here tomorrow hopefully!
i spent the afternoon with rowan and her family, she rocks my world
we went for a meal and had a laugh, so i'm in a very good mood... i really love her, maybe it's just the "honeymoon period" but i really do love her, she means the world to me and i want to spend all my time with her... i'll shut up now!
the scarf cost me less than £6 including p&p... should get here tomorrow hopefully!
i spent the afternoon with rowan and her family, she rocks my world
we went for a meal and had a laugh, so i'm in a very good mood... i really love her, maybe it's just the "honeymoon period" but i really do love her, she means the world to me and i want to spend all my time with her... i'll shut up now!
Linkin_Souljah
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me in really big trouble
well im at skool rite now and im meant to be doin my ork but im not coz im already finished and im gonna get in so much trouble wen i get home. i stole a pack of smokes from my dad and i lied to him and my mum that i didint take it and im so busted. i rote my mum a note sayin sorry and i dunno how they onna react. im so scared coz i dont wanna get grounded coz i got plans. well i better go my teacher is watchin me. bye
well im at skool rite now and im meant to be doin my ork but im not coz im already finished and im gonna get in so much trouble wen i get home. i stole a pack of smokes from my dad and i lied to him and my mum that i didint take it and im so busted. i rote my mum a note sayin sorry and i dunno how they onna react. im so scared coz i dont wanna get grounded coz i got plans. well i better go my teacher is watchin me. bye
SNiPeRViRuS
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Yes you are in the honeymoon period. Watch it all fade away in a couple months/years.thanks.... and any work is good at the moment lolthe scarf cost me less than £6 including p&p... should get here tomorrow hopefully!
i spent the afternoon with rowan and her family, she rocks my world
we went for a meal and had a laugh, so i'm in a very good mood... i really love her, maybe it's just the "honeymoon period" but i really do love her, she means the world to me and i want to spend all my time with her... i'll shut up now!
stupidsoul1
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congrats mcgowan
lol ls why u do that?
lol ls why u do that?
angelwithburntwings
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time for an update....
nothing much happened on friday.
on saturday... well, went to town, gave rowan the scarf, i don't think i've ever seen someone smile so much lol. she LOVED it. so i'm proud of myself on that count
later on she came to mine for a meal (i cooked pizza) and i didn't mess it up! and we had a nice quiet evening, music, candlelight blah blah. so it's all good!
yeh it is the honeymoon period and it's lasting a long time, i'm not complaining or anything... i really love her!
nothing much happened on friday.
on saturday... well, went to town, gave rowan the scarf, i don't think i've ever seen someone smile so much lol. she LOVED it. so i'm proud of myself on that count
later on she came to mine for a meal (i cooked pizza) and i didn't mess it up! and we had a nice quiet evening, music, candlelight blah blah. so it's all good!
yeh it is the honeymoon period and it's lasting a long time, i'm not complaining or anything... i really love her!
Ravynlee
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Love this pesimism... kinda reminds me of me, hehehe.
No, really, not knowing any of you, and just joining the conversation, uninvited I may add, and admittedly rudely half-way through, I'm still writing to say I think love is grand. Uh... for you and... everyone else. Me, I'm old and bitter, but that's beside the point. Go enjoy it while it lasts, hehehe. Please, prove all us pesimists wrong. I'll gladly eat my words for the right cause
Having said that I'm now gonna back out quitely and let myself out the same way I snuck in... hope Y'all didn't mind the intrusion! Just my 3am stalking sessions, thanks for listening/humouring me!
-Rav
SNiPeRViRuS
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How old are you Rav?
SNiPeRViRuS
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You are old. Dont worry about it. Wait till you hear my parents age. lol
Ravynlee
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LOL! Yeah... I guess I'm feelin my age round here this morning. Oops, afternoon. ****** it, I don't care. So I'm having a mid-life crisis, I don't wanna get over it. Been an LP fan now for 4 odd years, I aint about to stop in any hurry. Just thought I'd mix with like minded folk... (btw, my best friend, also an LP fan is 34. There ya go. LP really does reach the masses). :thumbsup:
stupidsoul1
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awesome!!!!!! yay!!!!
angelwithburntwings
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*depressed and insecure*
I don't know why I'm feeling like this, but I am, just down...
Maybe I should go see a shrink, start taking some pills... maybe I'd cheer up occasionally.
You know when you laugh, I mean really laugh, from your soul... I haven't laughed like that in a long time... and I miss that feeling.
I do love Rowan, and I know she loves me, yet I don't feel... happy, for lack of a better term.
And now this place seems to be falling apart, Azem's leaving, maybe forever... ShinodaBear is talking about the problems with everyone, Mods included...
And this is probably gonna be ignored by all and sundry... don't worry about it, it's cool. I'm the emo kid in the corner as per usual...
(ignore me, I'm just feeling really down and need to get it out, thanks for your time)
I don't know why I'm feeling like this, but I am, just down...
Maybe I should go see a shrink, start taking some pills... maybe I'd cheer up occasionally.
You know when you laugh, I mean really laugh, from your soul... I haven't laughed like that in a long time... and I miss that feeling.
I do love Rowan, and I know she loves me, yet I don't feel... happy, for lack of a better term.
And now this place seems to be falling apart, Azem's leaving, maybe forever... ShinodaBear is talking about the problems with everyone, Mods included...
And this is probably gonna be ignored by all and sundry... don't worry about it, it's cool. I'm the emo kid in the corner as per usual...
(ignore me, I'm just feeling really down and need to get it out, thanks for your time)
twilightcrimson7
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I refuse to let any of my angst muffins be ignored!
we all feel like that sometimes. I know it's gettign increasingly harder to stay happy here. what with all the commotion, people leaving, and foreboding thoughts. *sigh*
The soul-laugh. Yes, I know that. they are very rare, and I haven't had one in a while either. don't get me wrong, I laugh hard and long, but its mostly when I'm hyper, or for something funny. It's different, ya know? You can't keep that feeling when it's like that.
Well, cheer up, I know it'll get better. best wishes!
we all feel like that sometimes. I know it's gettign increasingly harder to stay happy here. what with all the commotion, people leaving, and foreboding thoughts. *sigh*
The soul-laugh. Yes, I know that. they are very rare, and I haven't had one in a while either. don't get me wrong, I laugh hard and long, but its mostly when I'm hyper, or for something funny. It's different, ya know? You can't keep that feeling when it's like that.
Well, cheer up, I know it'll get better. best wishes!
angelwithburntwings
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The thing is I know people who can make me soul laugh as you call it. I remember a friend who made me laugh like that for a long time... she brought mt out of my 5 year depression! All I want is that feeling back...
And now I find out that one of my oldest and best friend's dad is ill, with a potentially life threatening disease... it just makes me feel that there is no hope in the world anymore...
And now I find out that one of my oldest and best friend's dad is ill, with a potentially life threatening disease... it just makes me feel that there is no hope in the world anymore...
angelwithburntwings
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How to depress yourself really bad: Lesson 1
Say goodbye to a lot of people you've got to know in the last few months, in the space of about 3 days, talk about the falling apart of a place you've got to know as a sort of home.
Now I know I'm a nOOb, but I have gotten to really like this place, and maybe I didn't know the people leaving that well, but it's still depressing to see it happen, oh well, what can one little nOOb do?
Say goodbye to a lot of people you've got to know in the last few months, in the space of about 3 days, talk about the falling apart of a place you've got to know as a sort of home.
Now I know I'm a nOOb, but I have gotten to really like this place, and maybe I didn't know the people leaving that well, but it's still depressing to see it happen, oh well, what can one little nOOb do?
Linkin_Souljah
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lol
im laughin coz i dont wanna read all dis but like i noe how u feel mcgowan and im really sorry!!!
im laughin coz i dont wanna read all dis but like i noe how u feel mcgowan and im really sorry!!!