ok, long time, no update....
my mum rescinded the whole "you can kick out dave" thing
she talked to him, he's been lying, to pretty much everyone, saying that he's been kicked out, and is completely homeless and sleeping on the streets... to the council, so he can get money for alcohol... the council call his parents, who call us and ask whats going on.... we explain, my mum talks to dave, he says he's gonna come back here and talk to my mum about it... did he? ha!
i stayed at one of my best mate's house last night, we talked about loads of stuff, watched films and just had a laugh
went into town today, saw rowan (she bought me a rose
) and then some of her school mates turn up, saying that their gonna get stoned, so she goes along, comes back stoned, basically ignores my attempt at a romantic gesture (i made her a rose out of playdough, i have no money) then goes off again to get more stoned, she comes back an hour later, we have like a 2 second talk, then she goes of with someone else to go to the pub and have a drink and a chat with him.... she then comes back, slightly more sobered up, asks whats wrong.... i tell her that i feel un-appreciated, unloved and ignored, she apologises.
i hate stoners.... simple as that, i hate my friends when they are stoned, i hate people who are stoned (no offence to any stoners on here, this is my personal opinion based on personal experience) and she knows this, she said she'd given up, and now today i find out she hasn't... so i'm a bit ****** off.... today i just feel un-appreciated and uncared for....
then tonight (no my sob story isn't over...) i'm talking to one of my best friends online and i find out all my other mates are at her house and i haven't been invited... so she trys to make it better, "you can come, come over now" she lives 2 train trips and £8 away... i have no money and it's a mission to the train station and it's raining.... so **** that for a laugh (scuse the language)
