Fri's journal v2.0

Black_Angel

New member
I know what you mean, LPF seems to have changed, the community isn't as close as it used to be.. but, oh well, hope you stick around anyway :]
 

LPShinodaFM

New member
:\ That had BETTER not been your goodbye speech. Otherwise Canada will send a nuclear missile and blow Iceland up. Hold on, we don't have any nuclear missiles. :[ ****. So that'd better not been your goodbye speech. However, I agree that LPF used to be a lot more fun than it is now, but I'm not in any hurry of going anywhere. It's been in darker times, and I'm sure this one will just be a bump in the road. Seems like we hit a bump every now and then, but LPF is held together by our bonds right? ;]
 

Friðbjörn

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thanks you guys, replies do mean a lot, although I haven't exactly done much to deserve them.

uhm, updates.

lately things have been a bit slow in a way and a bit busy in a way. school hasn't quite taken off yet, as in there is not a busy schedule right now, but many a stuff has been going on. yes, I realize that last sentence is very weird.

now, uh...

yeah.

my band will hopefully be taking off soon, meaning maybe we'll get some attention in 2008. we've written about 14 songs right now, we're uploading demoes soon to something like a myspace, and might possibly enter this contest later on. who knows.

my bandmate might go spend the summer in france (gahh) lol, so that would be a setback, but it's jhust a guess right now, it's not for sure.

I myself will most likely just be in iceland for the summer, working at the post sorting or something. might go to denmark though, to the roskilde festival, which would be sweet.

and then a friend of mine is getting the band yndi halda to come and play in iceland, that will be sweet as well.

I'm always secretly working on stuff on my own as well, I write poems as you may know (but I haven't written one in about a month now), but right now it's music, and I've also started writing something that might become a short story or a novella. dunno though.

I'm in this really weird mood right now. I feel like expressing and letting things out but I don't really feel like talking to anyone...it's really weird.

I think that if I got into an MSN conversation right now I'd probably be a pain in the ***...and something like, disinterested

I guess it's hormonal mood swings or something, I still have some puberty left in a way. stuff like bredth, facial hair, etc. my dad didn't stop growing until after he was 20...guess I'll be waiting a while lol

been thinking of moving out, getting my own life. mainly cause I feel a bit guilty for being 19 and still mooching off of my parents...

I dunno if anyone's interested in reading all that but I feel slightly better right now.

and yeah...apologies for not replying much to journals lately. it's not that I don't care, or anything, it's just this feeling of indifference I've had lately, can't seem to shake it <.<

 

diana

New member
Well, I'd really love to hear those demos...inform me when they'll be up...=)

I hope you'll feel better soon...I'm sure you will...*hugs*

Oh, and a thought about moving out...hey hey, you're only 19...the way I see it and the way things stand around here, that's not even close to age when you should feel the urge to get away from your parents...but *shrugs* I don't know how it is up there... ;)

Take care, okay?^^

 

Friðbjörn

New member
will do =)

yeah I know...and it's hard to find a decent place to live for a reasonable price and all that. hard to start life on your own, I know. still I dunno...it's just this urge to be independent I guess, lol

thanks, that means a lot =)

 

LPShinodaFM

New member
Urges of independence? lol Sounds faraway to me. xD I don't know what I'll ever do without my dear parents. haha But I guess when a time comes you just want to fly away somewhere else and settle down alone.
 
I wanna be independent since I'm 12! lol

nah seriously I think you should think about that and maybe get yourself your own appartment etc when you got a real job and stuff

think about it :)

:friends:

 

diana

New member
will do =)
yeah I know...and it's hard to find a decent place to live for a reasonable price and all that. hard to start life on your own, I know. still I dunno...it's just this urge to be independent I guess, lol

thanks, that means a lot =)
Yeah, I can understand what you're talking about...

I'm very happy with how my life is now...I mean, I have a room in Maribor and home in Celje and I can be whereever I want...that's almost like perfect...=)

I don't know..I also think you should wait till you got a proper job and stuff...I don't think it's really wise to rush...patience, darling, patience...=)

^^

 

Friðbjörn

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I wanna be independent since I'm 12! lol nah seriously I think you should think about that and maybe get yourself your own appartment etc when you got a real job and stuff

think about it :)

:friends:
**** yeah lol

well...good point. it's just that I feel guilty having my laundry done and getting free food and all that >.>

Yeah, I can understand what you're talking about...I'm very happy with how my life is now...I mean, I have a room in Maribor and home in Celje and I can be whereever I want...that's almost like perfect...=)

I don't know..I also think you should wait till you got a proper job and stuff...I don't think it's really wise to rush...patience, darling, patience...=)

^^
:p

yeah oh the freedom =)

true, patience is the way to go. thanks =)

 
**** yeah lolwell...good point. it's just that I feel guilty having my laundry done and getting free food and all that >.>
ah c'mon that's just a phase! lol

you can't feel bad for something that is like uber normal o_O plus when you think back... I doubt you felt guilty for that when you were like 5 or something lol

It's all good if you stay at home and stuff ^^

only maybe if your mum tells you to f**k off :D but I doubt she does that does she?

 
yeah but it's not the same being 5 and being 19 lol
but yeah mom says my sister will move out before me, and she's 5 years younger...

anyway my band has recorded something! and I mean in better than crappy *** quality lol

www.myspace.com/mogerdur
yeah but still its kinda the same :p

take your time and enjoy this for some time ^^ bc I guess once you're out it would be kinda strange to go back again o_O

Imma go check out that smexy icelandic song right away :D

 

Friðbjörn

New member
alright, again, just here to post a song, lol

this time it's a remix actually, first time I've ever done that.

not exactly a traditional in the sense as you know for example LP remixes, this is me taking the song and playing parts of it in my own way, with live instruments.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/9000849d93f42b/

you can stream it on there, don't have to download. it's a remix of the song Dim by the post-metal band Cult of Luna. don't worry, it's not really heavy or with screams lol, the remix that is to say.

I should upload the original on here later for reference

 

Friðbjörn

New member
I guess I should've read the signs long ago.

anyway, I've been apathetic to this place for a while now. at least when matt and ref were around, there was a little fun here and there.

Im not leaving just yet, I'll hang around for the LPF sessions, but then I'm gone, hopefully forever.

I don't feel like I know most of the people here anymore, and I don't feel like Im really in touch with most of my friends on here anymore.

and so, I'll be leaving soon. I've already cut down on coming here for the most part anyway.

this is like the 3958984359th goodbye speech I've written but I hope I keep my word this time. I feel like maybe I might get dragged back in for some reason but in my head I really don't want to, I've become fed up with this place.

I haven't exactly been a model citizen on here lately anyway so I figure you're not losing any valuable asset.

 

Jeezy

Active Members
Yeah I'm fed up, too...pretty much

there are like 3-4 people on here I really care about

that's the only reason I'm still here

 

diana

New member
Heh, yeah, it's pretty much similar with me...I'm here just cuz of some of you old friends...

Fri, do as you wish...I just want you to be happy...^^

 

Sygy

New member
true that fri, im hardly on here too and i hardly speak to many LPF ppl too..i kinda hate em all now
 
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