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Silver_Wolf

Silver_Wolf

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Really? India and canada? That sounds like so much fun. Is it for school or vacation?

If you're coming to BC its really ****** here at the moment, its May and its 'suppose' to be sunny but the weather feels more like fall....very gloomy >< The weather alters my mood too so I'm not feeling that great lately.

You're so lucky to have great math teachers! My math teacher is horrible, she's so mean. It was because of her that I hated that course and everything, meh. Hope you feel better ^^

 
M

misery

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Well time to update cause I dont think I´ll be able to stay online long this night..evening, afternoon whatever lol
So I woke up at 8 and had to go to the doctor..I dont why but for some reason I was really nervous..I´m never nervous about this thing but the doctor made a appointment himself that´s why I was nervous I gues..well he told me that I dont have much iron so have to talk speciell tablets...**** no! I´m not taking tablets..I hate that ****!

well I went to school and did a lill maths during Tema but I was really frustrated cause couldn´t understand anything...it´s just...idk how to explain and maybe it´s just me but it feels like life is so short and I´m not able to do the things I want to do...the things I´ve dreamt of. I´m really young and all but still you never know what´s gonna happen the next moment so I´m really really stressed today cause of my maths exams and cause it feels like that.

Well I had a talk with my teacher abou this and I felt much better later on. she is my art teacher and I always like talking to her...it feels like she knows who I am and she sees things in me that other ppl dont.

Well I had tema again after lunch and I couldn´t eat cause I was talking to her lol well I had Fidde ( my fav teacher) in Tema and he is maths teacher too so he explained stuff and things got much better but I´m still very very stressed lol sooo typical..I´m sick of it but I cant help it.

anyways...I got to end earlier cause I told him I wanted to and I was aloud lol he is cool!

I came home, took a long hot shower whuich helped a lill and watched some tv, listened to music and went out for a walk. Later on I came online and chat with my freind from Brazil, Alessandra. She is so amazing! lol she always says stuff that makes me feel better somehow!..I dont know how she does it....very few ppl can do that lol

and chated a bit with lpp till found out she got banned! I think it´s really stupid....I know members that are so rude yet they are like favs of the other members here...

so I feel even worse now plus I have headache and I took medicin but nothing helps...

I thinnk it´s just cause feel so stressed right now..

I tried everything, even drawing didn´t help *sigh* but I made a awsp,e pic...it´s like a girl with closed eyes and sun is shining on her eyes and you can see lill sparkling tears on the corner of her eye. It´s not completed yet but so far I really like it.

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well that´s my day.

I´m gonna do some maths =_= and then dont know what..

****, jsut wish me luck for the ****** exam...I dont think I´ll get a C...I´m sooo stressed!!!! *bangs my head*

well anyways thanx for reading
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Hope your stress goes away! I always feel so *** **** stressed too because of Jolynne, but that's a whole different story, haha..

Good luck on your exam. See you later :)

 
Hybrid-Heart

Hybrid-Heart

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Hey siis

long time no talk

how r you?

i also wish you good luck on your test..

pimp my ride kicks *** :D lol that episode with Big Ron is cool :p

but his car was to retro for me lol

well hop i talk to you soon ^^

byebye hun! *hugs*

take care

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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Good morning ppl according to swedish time...well actually good afternoon but good morning for me :p

Silver_wolf- lol ppl get confused...I´m going to India this summer cause I´m visiting my freinds and family there. I used to live in India but almost 3 yrs ago I moved to Sweden and I´m going to Canada for university so it´s not yet :p

well only one of my math teacher is cool, I dont understand what the others say! lol that´s why I´m so stressed about it. My math teacher is not mean but really retarted somehow..hm...just weird lol Thanx I feel much better now.

ttyl^^

Matt- dude, I saw that you were feeling frustrated and lill sick...are you ok? lol no really..I hope you feel better.

lol I kinda understand what you mean and I think half of my stress yesterday was because of that ;)

thanx

well ttyl ^^

Sis- I know! We haven´t "talked" talked for ages! I miss that..

I´m pretty fine...just missing a really good freind of mine...have done that from days lol meee..I wrote a poem too in the writers corner so you can now how I feel! :thumbsup:

well thanx and how are you?

lol yeah I agree, it was too much pimped for me lol, he danced so funny! :D

well so long hon

*hugs*

 
Hybrid-Heart

Hybrid-Heart

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i've read your poem.. it's great! i love it

i'm fine thnx..

but i g2g sis

going to the fair again..

hope to talk to you soon again

take care *hugs*

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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aahh thank you thank you *bows* :p

well have fun at the fair which I´m sure you will! :D

yeh ttyl hon

*hugs*

bu-byee

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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ok so time to update journal..

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I woke up pretty early today like 9:30 lol cause I couldn´t sleep anymore and I kept thinking about something so I just woke up and found out taht no one was home, so I ate breakfast, watched Tv and got bored so I thought it would be perfect to watch LOTR. I hadn´t have time to watch the whoel movie so today I did. I laughed, cried, gasped at the same moments that I used to again lol Enjoyed the movie and I missed it so much..I used to be a huge fan...eat, sleep and think LOTR all the time ^^ and I miss that lol

well anyways I helped mom downloading some hindi songs after she came and they are great..I miss that too so right now I´m listening to hindi songs..not sure if you all would like it..pretty slow and kinda classical..

Well anyways I was online a lill while after that and then I had clean my room...again! woaah.. :p I just did that yesterday..I think...hmm well anyways it took sometime and then I just went to the balcony and drawed the nature.. it´s great! **** I wish I could upload it somehow.

I ate and talked on the phone with my freind for some hrs lol She called cause she found out that Chaz and sam are divorced so she was kinda happy about it cause she never liked Sam...oh well....If chaz is happy then I´m happy lol nothing else matters to me..it´s their life! Yet I´m lill worried about lill D. He is just 3 yrs old...

well later on I did some art homework..it´s to do some stuff on PSP 9, yep that´s my homework lol well I told my teacher how I was interested and she gave me a guide in English. now I have to experiment diff things and then show it o her. That was the time I made my new sig. I like it! Lemme know what you think :thumbsup:

It´s from LOTR :D Rivendell...aah lovely place! ^^

I had to go to Andrea´s place but I dont feel like "hanging out"..I wanna just be alone..I´ve been feeling lill guilty from this morning and feeling like I´ve hurt someone. Idk why but I just have this feeling that someone is dissapointed at me and I hate that! I hate hurting someone, I never ever wanna do it but I´m not perfect either..man I hope this feeling is not true...

Well now I´m gonna stay for a lill while longer and then do some maths ****.

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As usaully boring day..

I think I´ll take a late evening walk too. I love that

well thanx for reading

*hugs*

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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thank you thank you *bows* :p

yeah that´s what eating me up!

*sigh* I dont know what to do...

meeh I hope it jsut goes over so someone tells me that he/she is mad at me or something!

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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exactly and I dont know what to do about it...just if ppl would talk directly to me instead of hiding anything then it would be so much better really.
 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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lmao!! :D

nu-uh! you´re name rocks waay more then mine!

like....like...um..like....yeah like your name rymes with Feather AND weather! :p

my name doesn´t ryme with anything!

except in Swedish Mira means ant o.o

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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lmao cool name!

well so does yours Heatherrrrr o_O

um..I mean...Heeaaather aaaahh

Heather has a feather

in her pants which are of leather

and the weather is good so heather is in the mood!

o_O *cough*

 
Hybrid-Heart

Hybrid-Heart

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LMAO!!! WHAHAHAHHA lol

great rhyming sammi..

*cough*

are they really divorced? 0.o

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO why... ahh well.. if chaz is happy..

but little Draven :(

hope that it will be alright

 
Heart_LP

Heart_LP

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thank you thank you *bows*

I´m so tired and I´m the kinda tired when I get hyper :p

yeah they are...that´s what ppl are telling, like all of them so I think they are now cause some say that there are divorce papers on the internet too...

I know...I thought they would think about lill D first but oh welll things are the way they are now

 
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