ok...I just wrote a poem about abby....I need you guys to decide whether or not I should read it to her....
Take it Back
I never thought I would feel like this,
Never thought I could.
I didn't know I could cry so much,
Or that I could fall so far from good.
No matter how much I try,
You still have the ability to make me cry.
You have torn my heart,
Left it in tatters.
I never knew I could feel so brusied and battered.
I didn't think it was possible to feel so alone,
Until I let you come in,
And you became my home.
I knew I shouldn't let you see,
All the truths inside of me...
But your smiles and promises made me open up,
And know I am paying for you breaking my trust.
The adage goes "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me,"
Well I am an old fool.
I knew what would happen,
Yet I told myself, just one more time
Try just once more.
I can't help you with all your problems,
As you are the cause of mine.
Now to shut myself off from feeling pain,
I bleed.
I create pain to keep pain at bay.
All because of you.
So take back every nice thing you did,
All the promises you said.
I don't believe them anymore.
Take back your friendship,
So I can take back myself,
So I can heal.
Take it back.
