Ravyn's Journal

Ravynlee

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Hey guys, me again! Just;

Listening to: Nine Inch Nails

Eating/drinking: Mint slice bickies and hot Milo (I love winter!)

Thinking: Not much.

Windows open: LimeWire, LPF, MSWord

Wearing: Hoodie, jeans, my SIDS cap (backwards of course! Bourdie-style, as part of CoB creed! *laughs*)

Wow... where to start? I guess I've been up to a few new things lately, not terribly thrilling by everyone's standards but hey *shrugs* it's better than being dead, right? *s******s*

Have been listening to A LOT of Nine Inch Nails lately, NIN With Teeth and The Downward Spiral albums, and along with Linkin Park's concert @ Rock am Ring 2004, that pretty much constitutes my musical tastes as of late. I used to be a hardcore NIN fan a few years back in high school (a few?!?) and I had a 'thing' *s******s* for lead man Trent Reznor. That guy just reeks of somekind of charm or allure of mystical quality that you can't deny... still does after all these years. Saw him in concer at the Big Day out in 2001 I think it was, I've told you about that I think, most incredible experience of my life! *gasp!* Anyway, enough reminiscing...

Downloaded My Chemical Romance's 'I'm not Okay (I promise)' the other day and that's become a bit of a themesong here at this place (JammerG and my place that is), it's the kind of song that gets stuck in your head, like it or not. Oh, and Finch's 'Bitemark's and Bloodstains'... totally rocks. Very recomended. Do yourself a favour and go listen to them. Cool.

Still waiting for my stuff to arrive from eBay... *groan* I'm so impatient it's pathetic! I like things done yesterday, and waiting on other people is just mind-numbingly (?!?) painful, so this is killing me... reminds me of the 12 odd weeks it took for my LPU4 pack to finally arrive *sigh* Oh well.

Been drawing still, have been working on images for this Depression Publication for Indigenous Australians here in sunny old Queensland for the Dept of Mental Health and that's going okay. Ties in well with my therapy (to get me back on track for Uni) so that's all good! Haven't been writing my fic much, can't get into it at the moment, it's drawing to a close and essentially my character's involvement is over, so I'm losing touch without the main protagonist with which to now relate to, so *sigh* y'know, I'll get there eventually. Nearly 400 pages. Nearly.

Had an interesting 'chat' over at the Rob's pics thread with Pheonix *laughs* and Rusu and Shah. As well as all belonging to this insane Rob-worshipping 'cult' otherwise known to those uneducated few as the CoB or Church of Bourdon we've also adopted a new collective 'name' with which to identify ourselves; Bourdon-boppers, a derrivative from Teeny-boppers/Linkin-boppers to our unifying attraction to one sexy drummer *chuckles* How he'd be rolling his eyes if he read half the **** we dribble on about over there (and uh... in here) *looks about guiltily* Well, I guess it makes sense in a way. I AM Rob-Obsessed, ask anyone... Who better to be a B-Bopper? *s******s and rolls eyes* (So what if I have too much free time on my hands?!?)

*Ahem* Anyway, moving on...

I guess I should post something. I usually do at this point. As this is a Sanctuary for Rob-related **** as well as my own mental **** (guess what I have more of!) I should do two things, post a pic of Rob and a pic of the stuff I've been doing for my art therapy/booklet... let's see... Actually, the stuff I'm drawing now is commissioned, so by law I'm not sure I'm allowed to post it, so to play it safe I won't for now. What I will post is a pic I've been meaning to for a while now, it's a portrait of Mike I drew last year, the last half-decent thing I've drawn anyway... so, here's the pic;

;)

(Remember, click for full size)

I'm still trying to get my bearings again, so when (and if) I manage to pull off a half decent variation of Rob, I'll post that too. The one I have is just bad... it's chicken fricasse bad! *laughs*

Okay, now for my Rob-indulgence... let's see...

;)

That ought to do it, yeah! *drools* yup, that's it!

Uh, okay, now I've effectively embarrassed myself (don't I usually?) and said all I'm going to right now, I'll leave and run back over to my other place of residence (Rob Pics Thread, of course!) and prowl those halls... wish me luck! (Band practice should be held over there I think, more... uh, 'inspiration' *s******s*) O___o

Hey, Shah, Rusu, Hybi, Vero, SS1 and everyone else I usually see here but never seem to catch up with, tahnks for dropping by! Y'know I love ya's!

*BIG BOURDON-BOPPER BEAR HUGS*

Take care, TTYL

-Rav

 
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JammerG

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Hey babe yeah that is a ******* good pic of Mike... I love it... can;t wait to post pics of wll at uni!!!

love you Ravyn!!!

 

Hybrid-Heart

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o___________________________0

THAT DRAWING OF MIKE IS FRICKIN AWSOME!!

it's so beautiful! i've drawn the members of LP too,.

but your drawing is much and much better!

lol the B-boppers! cool name.. funny too.. lol

well take care Rav

hope you're doing well ^^

*hugs*

 

keza

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ive never really talked to u before so hi

just wanted to say

WOW!!

that pic is amazing!!!!!!

****** ****!

*shakes head in awe*

 

twilightcrimson7

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lemme just say, I'm SDO GALD to find someone who expressed the same thoughts as I do when it comes to Trenty ^__^

"alluring" is the most persfect word for him.

he just draws you in.

With Teeth is amazing. amazing

I've been listening to it non-stop lately *deep breaths*

anyways, I envy you for getting to see him live :p

more important issues: I MISSED YOU. it's been ages! :( *ultra breath-stealing hugs*

I was thinking of you in wisconsin, which was my purpose in takingthis shot: ;)

remember, its all good!! XDD oh boy, don't I look a little stoned there?? (lol i assure you im not, its my natural dreamish-look XD) but yeah :D ;;

Omg Rav, that portait is amazing! you really have talent!!! :eek:

well anyways, its good to hear and talk to you again!

ttyl hun *hugs*

 
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JammerG

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Hey Ravyn my dearest friend, best buddy pal... See you have talent!!! you are F$#@ing AWESOME, TOTALLY!!! As a BB I must say "It's all good!!!

See you when I get back from Job no#2 (CDEP)

bye honey

Hey Twi, that pic is Mad!!!

 

Ravynlee

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*OMFG!* Thanks for the pic, TWI!! Now I can finally place a face to the name!!! *grins* You don't look stoned... I'd say laid back and chillin' out seems more appropriate! Yeah, Trenty is 'alluring', thanks for that BTW, couldn't think of a word to describe him but you hit the nail right on the head there, appreciated! *hugs* Yeah, With Teeth certainly kicks @$$, I love 'Hand that feeds', 'Every Day is exactly the same' (I refer to that song as being my themesong for life) and 'with teeth' thay all rock!! *thrusts fist in the air all gratuitously* Hehehehe

Anyway, MISS YOU TOO! My ***, life seems to be going too fast at the moment! It's keeping me from this place and you guys and I love it here! You're like family... *sob* Well, hope to catch up again soon!! Look after yourself and remember, It's all good!*big bone-crushing Bourdon-Bopper Bear hugs*

Wow, guys, I'm glad y'all liked my Mike! *blushes*

Hi Keza, nice to meet you! *more hugs*

Hiya Woody, long time no see buddy! *again with the BBBBhugs*

*Big Bourdon-Bopper Bear hugs* as well to JammerG, SS1, Rusu (you've been doing an incredible job over at the pics thread! *hands you a trophy* There couldn't possibly be a CoB without you!), Shah, Hybi! Miss you guys! Thanks for taking the time out to stop by and say hi, I SOOOO appreciate it!! (You know I love you guys!)

Hybi, you should post your pics, I'd love to see 'em! *grovels*

JammerG, yup... thanks fellow Bourdon-Bopper *chuckles* Still find that hard to swallow, You being one of us, you're more of a Shinizzle/BBB/Hahn fan, but I can't say we don't appreciate the support! (I'm sure for what it's worth Bourdie loves you too *rolls eyes* I wish he'd love me... *sob*) But, the Church of Bourdon welcomes anyone... we're not exclusive. As long as you have an appreciation for that adorable hunk of human perfection we know as 'Robert' (sorry, couldn't resist!) then welcome to the club! I believe you're our official towel girl, huh? *grins* Then I look forward to catching up with you over at our gym locker, otherwise known as Rob's Pics thread, the Unofficial meeting place for the infamous CoB. *more hugs* See you soon!

Okay, well, there's heaps more I want to say and do and post and the like but it looks like there's a nasty storm front approaching... and being the stormaphobe I am (must unplug comp whenever I see a dark cloud in the sky) I'm gonna run off and hide now and come back later when things settle a bit. Hopefully with some more pix over at our usual hideout *cross fingers*

Okay guys, thanks again! Love/miss/loo forward to catching up with you all again soon!

Take care and TTYL.

-Rav

Please give to the Save a Drummer foundation and post over at the Rob pics thread. Help a devilishly handsome drummer take his first tentative steps out from behind the drum kit and approach the lime light that's so often stolen by the other members of the band. Help Rob find somewhere to belong). *laughs* This community servive announcement proudly brought to you by Rav the Rob Obsessor, also known as the Reverend of LPF's Church of Bourdon. Please, give generously!

 
Nice to hear from you Rav, I though you might have been gettin bored of LPF! Cya later! CoB seems to be going really well ^__^...

ps, you have to be the biggest, hugest, most gigantically fanatical fan of rob!!! he'd love you to bits!

 

stupidsoul1

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haha it seems all is good in ur hood 0__o

...well....

i just sounds like life is great ^_____________________^

woooooooo!! the COB is still going strong

 

twilightcrimson7

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LOL! Rav you're awesome!! :D hehehe I haven't been very active in the COB or rob pics lately.. I must!! :( you always give me rob-inspiration, lol :p

lol I could gush and gush about With Teeth, hehehe I even sent all of the song sto my friend 0_0 XD *wonders if she listened to them yet* ehhhh anyways, my dad makes me turn off the compy when theres a storm too! >.< lol I guess its for the better ^_^ well, I'll catch ya around Rav and take care of yourself! *BBBB hugs* ^_~

 

woodyloveslinkin

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hey ravyn.

just stopping by.

u know that pic of rob in ur sig? i've got on my fone.

i noticed it was from frat party so i took a pic of rob..the same us ur sig and realised it was the same pic as in ur sig..hows kool that?

lov woody.

 

Hybrid-Heart

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heeeys rave :)

lol i have to do the same.. when a storm is approching i have to unplug to computer ><

lol ehm well i can post my drawings.. but they aren't that good..

if you want to see them tell me..

but yours are way better than mine

take care rob fanatic!

*hugs*

 

shahfire

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hiya rav!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hows it goin girl!!!!! missed you so much. dont get to see ya much. * big big hug* thanks for remembering and mentioning me in a few of your posts. your poitrait{sp?} is rocking my socks man! its really nice. quite a few good drawers in lpf like rav and vero. cool stuff. see ya when i see ya girl!
 

4everLP_Shinoda

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Hey Rav!!!!I haven´t drop by in ages!!!!!How´s everything???.

I just saw that draw u did of Mike and it´s awesome!!!!It kick ***!!U are so talented:D!

If I tried to draw any of the LP guys,they would turn out really ****** cuz I don´t know how to draw ppl=_=.

Anyways,hope you are fine and ttyl.

 

Ravynlee

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Hey guys! Thanks for stopping by! And thanks for the praise regarding my Mike pic... *blushes* Hopefully I'll be able to do a Rob pic soon that does the man justice! *lol*

Anyhoo, just a quick post (if there's ever such a thing with me!) to let everyone know that the CoB, that humble little obsession of mine that grew into a fully fledged club (that consequentially took over and hijacked the Rob pics thread) now has a new home - http://www.linkinparkforums.com/showthread.php?p=223063#post223063

Yes, it was a long time coming but thanks to Twi and Pheonix we've finally managed to get it up and running. So... that's going to be where I'm at if I'm not here, OR doing something in RL.

Speaking of real life (which in itself is weird) I've actually been busy lately, shock-horror! Trialed for Jammer's old job as a dish-pig at the Mexican restaurant called Amigo's here in windy 'ole Woombaville (have to wait and see if I get the job or not, meh, it's not glamourous but it's a job, damnit! And hey, even Robbie himself once worked as a waiter, and reportedly enjoyed it, so... there y'go!)

PLUS we've (Jammer and I) been working on the mural at the Aboriginal dept of USQ (University of Southern QLD) and that's going well. Had press shots taken yesterday and I wasn't impressed with that... hate the camera! *grr* But maybe if I get my hands on a pic I'll post it and show you how it's progressing at some point.

PLUS just finished doing the pics for that booklet we were working on a few weeks back for Dept of Mental health (read previous posts)

PLUS finished my 'Hallmark' LP Fanfic at around 400+ pages and 4 months work, so I'm kind of relieved but kind of sad that chapter of my life *laugh* is over and done with *sob* I feel so empty when I'm not writing! Wow... I have around 11 LP specific fanfics now... I feel so... Obsessed! Can't wait to start another, but have to wait for inspiration to hit...

PLUS got Sims2 University back on comp *oops!* so there goes my free time! When you can't find me or I've gone a long time bewteen posts, that's where I'll be, playing my sim self and sim Rob (yes, pathetic, I know, but it's my way of dealing with it! *rolls eyes*) at sim university going for our sim arts and sim accounting degrees... I'm also a sims addict, it's not just Rob anymore! *screams in anguish!*

PLUS... therapy continues. It's been a hard road this week, on a personal note it's dredged up a lot of painful things from my past about my parents' alcoholism and abusive childhood etc, but it's also good in that I'm starting to work through it now, and that gives me a feeling of accomplishment in some respects. I'm starting to work through it rather than suppress as I often do, so it's a very beneficial, yet difficult thing to do. Oh well, you live and learn, huh? So... next week it gets worse but... "It's all good!" I'll get there.

PLUS... what else? Um... that's about it really, been a busy week for this little introvert. Little is an interesting word, my scales tell me I'm 73kg now, as opposed to the 110kg heffer I used to be not that long ago... so I'm happy about that! But... a long way to go yet. I'll get there eventually.

Ok, might do for now, am trying to keep it relatively short and sweet *raises eyebrows sceptically* so that JammerG can get online and post before she goes to work. I promise I'll jump on tonight while she's gone and catch up again, I need to read some journals man, I feel so out-of-touch! *aaargh!*

So, *big Bourdon-bopper bear hugs* for now, take care guys and thanks again for stopping by. This place never fails to lifts the spirits; kudos LPF!

TTYL,

-Rav

 

stupidsoul1

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*hugs* im glad you are making progress in so many things ^______^ you must feel great

hehe rob sim ^___^ WOOOOOOOOO!!!

i hope you get the job.

 

Hybrid-Heart

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hey rav!

lol a rob sim? lmao

i've already made a chester sim once.. but it didn't really looked like chester :eek:

ahh well

i hope you get that job :D

take care!

 
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