Ravyn's Journal

[Friðbjörn]

LOL@ Relax a bit! Hehehehe... my stomach trully hurts! *ow*
Hehehe... you are so right. Wow, and you're a drummer too? I can appreciate the complexities but don't share it. Only thing I'm good at banging is my head on this keyboard everytime the **** thing plays up, hehehe. Seriously, I agree with the professionalism bit. See one of the episodes of lptv (don't remember which one, 10 I think) where the guys are in rehersal and he tells everyone basically to get up (even though Phe or Mike croaks from the sidelines that almost the rest of the band is sick) and tells them to perform like they would on stage... slave driver! Love it, though. Good to see some bands actually aren't in it for the fun-time (groupies, ***, drugs, rock n roll lifestyle) but treat it like a job. Good to see. Much respect. And yeah, just so you know, this is about as relaxed as Ravyn gets. Hehehe.

TC, thanks Viking!

-Rav

No, I'm not a drummer, but I can drum a little bit, and Crawling is the only full song I can drum with. I'd like to be a guitarist too, I definately have the haircut for that. If I could play guitar, I'd have the hair to bang my head around and with time I'd man myself up to performing the way I do alone in my room blasting LP songs. I think I'd have a mad stage presence and performance. Well, that's just a dream of mine anyway.

And Rav, you're the best person I've met here I think, I really like you and your humour and attitude. Most people here are nice and kind, but you kind of blow me away, you know?

 

[Ravynlee]

Aww, thankyou, Viking, that is so sweet! Yeah... I get a weird vibe here at times, not often, but I think it has something to do with my age. I'm old enough to, well, not quite be anyone's mother here yet, but I'm older than most. I don't care. I'm a fan and that's all that should matter. It's all good. I'd like to think I could be groupie material but I'm afraid I'm past my prime these days, and I'm not quite sure if I'm having a mid-life crisis or not (what, at 29?! Ye gads! Really?!) but at least I have my dreams I guess *sigh* Hehehe.

As for having musical talent? I'm full of hot air. Which came in handy in my earlier days as a trumpet and flute player. I taught myself guitar but only the power chords so I could jam along at the time with Nirvana. (To give you a hint, they emerged on the music scene while I was finishing high school) but I haven't played that in close to ten years now. Probably couldn't these days, which is a pity. I'd never considered drums and can't sing, so I'm out of contention for stealing anyone's jobs in Linkin Park, hehehe. Just as well too. I don't have the presence for an audience, which is the allure for Mr Bourdon, I think. Quiet, reserved. I can relate to that. Would you guess, judging by this? Hehehe... idiot I am. I can rant for hours and not open my mouth... I love this place. If there was bathroom facilities I'd probably never leave! Hehehe. Okay, now I've progressed to potty-talk, I'll leave!

Good catching up with you, Viking. Hope to talk again, eh?

TC,

-Rav

 

[Friðbjörn]

Aww, thankyou, Viking, that is so sweet! Yeah... I get a weird vibe here at times, not often, but I think it has something to do with my age. I'm old enough to, well, not quite be anyone's mother here yet, but I'm older than most. I don't care. I'm a fan and that's all that should matter. It's all good. I'd like to think I could be groupie material but I'm afraid I'm past my prime these days, and I'm not quite sure if I'm having a mid-life crisis or not (what, at 29?! Ye gads! Really?!) but at least I have my dreams I guess *sigh* Hehehe.As for having musical talent? I'm full of hot air. Which came in handy in my earlier days as a trumpet and flute player. I taught myself guitar but only the power chords so I could jam along at the time with Nirvana. (To give you a hint, they emerged on the music scene while I was finishing high school) but I haven't played that in close to ten years now. Probably couldn't these days, which is a pity. I'd never considered drums and can't sing, so I'm out of contention for stealing anyone's jobs in Linkin Park, hehehe. Just as well too. I don't have the presence for an audience, which is the allure for Mr Bourdon, I think. Quiet, reserved. I can relate to that. Would you guess, judging by this? Hehehe... idiot I am. I can rant for hours and not open my mouth... I love this place. If there was bathroom facilities I'd probably never leave! Hehehe. Okay, now I've progressed to potty-talk, I'll leave!

Good catching up with you, Viking. Hope to talk again, eh?

TC,

-Rav

29? You had to be, your comments are much mature than most here.

Drums are probably the instrument I'd most like to have. I've got a guitar, but can't play that much. If I had drums I'd be playin them all day long (if I didn't live in an apartment block, that is).

And of course, we'll talk again, always fun to talk to you, Ravyn.

 

[Ravynlee]

Likewise, you're fast becoming my favourite person here, y'know? It's all good. And you're a conversationalist, which is better. Look forward to it. And thanks again for the single, I'm over the proverbial moon.

TC,

-Rav

 

[Ravynlee]

Wednesday-isms

Hello again self,

Well. Another day over. As we both know today is actually Thursday, making this a reflection of a day gone rather than a snap shot of it, oh well. It happens. What happened today? I'm stoked for 3 reasons, (yes, the rollercoaster has hit an enjoyable incline, nice change, isn't it? The medication must finally be kicking in! My therapist will be so pleased! )

1. I finally got around to making my Rob Sig_pic and am rather pleased with it (now... just have to work on the avatar... *furrows brow*) I even made one for Jammer, but it's okay... I didn't try too hard cause I didn't know what I was doing... hehe, it's all good. I'll try again later today and see what I can conjure.

2. I finally got the High Voltage single I've been after for ****** ever! Viking sent it to me, and I was so stoked... I... well, I was stoked. Which leads me to part,

3. I finally had a real conversation in this place. A meaningful one too. Don't give me that look and roll your eyes, I'm not playing match-maker, but it's nice to actually talk (albeit one sided at the moment, dig-dig, idjit!) to someone beyond the usual um... teen (sorry, I couldn't think of a better word!) banter, which while I have to expect to some degree, am glad I'm not restricted to. Actually I've seen three noob's come in this morning all over twenty so I'm feeling a bit better for it. It's not that big a deal, really, but I do kinda feel like a fish out of water, or at least I did, kinda like the new kid in school... no one ever likes being the new kid. From what I recall. Yeah, it's been a few years. Hehehe. Oh, and Jammer's finally made it. I would've refered her but didn't know how... at least she's here now. I'll be glad to catch up with her again, funny lass she is. *sigh* Oh well, all's worked out for the best, at least.

*sigh again* Well, it's nearly 4:00am and I have to go back to my coffin before the dreaded sun rises, hehehehe, so I'll come back later and regale some more in my long winded and nought-the-point meaningless diatribes then. Should be fun! Go to sleep, Rav, you look like ****. Hehehe. Talk to you later, (gee, can't wait!) TCo yourself,

-Rav

 

[Friðbjörn]

Likewise, you're fast becoming my favourite person here, y'know? It's all good. And you're a conversationalist, which is better. Look forward to it. And thanks again for the single, I'm over the proverbial moon.
TC,

-Rav

And you're my fave too, these are the best conversations I've had on here, like, ever. Conversationalist? Don't know about that, there's a word... oh, what the heck, I can't translate it.

 

[lpp]

will u read my poem

BLADE

 

[stupidsoul1]

converstationalist is a word

yeah i like ravyn too (can i call u that?)

 

[Ravynlee]

Yup... replied to it too.

I have to say that when I first read your sig I burst out laughing, sorry, how sadistic is that? You know, knowing you're a cutter and all... still... I laughed. Does that not make me as psychotic? Hehehe... ah, who cares? It's all good.

TC, writer/cutter/LPF psycho,

 

[stupidsoul1]

what part of her sig?

 

[Ravynlee]

converstationalist is a word
yeah i like ravyn too (can i call u that?)

Sure! It's a change from "Rob's Gurl," y'know, not that THAT bothers me in the least, hehehe... I'm all for it. Call me what you will (within reason) and you'll be sure to get an answer.

 

[Ravynlee]

what part of her sig?

Cut myself free willingly Stop just what's killing me Cut myself free willingly Stop just what's killing me

Yeah.... forgive me... sick sense of humour, sorry! Oops! Hehehe. I just thought it was... um... appropriate, for want of a better word. That's all.

 

[woodyloveslinkin]

ur a kool person 2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[stupidsoul1]

lol i guess.....i never thought of that i thought she just liked that song

 

[Ravynlee]

ur a kool person 2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*looks around dubiously*

Are you talking to me? Is that in correct context? Am I cool, too? ***-****! After all my years waiting... my prayers (well, one of them, hehehe) have been answered. Just a pity it's like 13 years too late... really could've used that kinda PR at school, y'know? *sigh* Ah, memories...

*Hugs all round* Thanks, Woody! *Aww, getting emotional* I'm feeling exceptionally happy tonight. Think I might go post some hugs in some journals... "lalalala..."

TC ppls

 

[Ravynlee]

Thursday

Evening Ravyn!

Well. Fun day, eh? I'm having fun with these sig_images now, made another one for JammerG (man, never stared at Joe so much ever I don't think, kinda creeped me out! Ahh!) and fixed mine with the LP font, so I'm stoked. Also did the avatar to match (y'know how I like things to co-ordinate, ****** artists!) But apart from that it was a quiet one.

Stoked again to get responses in my humble 'lil journal here, so I went on a hugging rampage and ran through the members journals hall molesting everyone! Hehehe, Chas would've been proud... *sigh*

Kinda bummed the lptv vid thing isn't working yet, wish I was more patient... but I'm not, so there you go.

You know, for once I don't have that much to say, which is really unusual for me, seeing as how I seem to love the sound of my own (albeit virtual) voice.

Woody called me cool! (I think) That made my night! Stupidsoul1 says she likes me! It doesn't take much to make Ravyn, er, Rob's Gurl, happy, apparently. Hehehe. Fluesy I am. *evil cackle*

Man... I was all keyed up for my long-winded speil but now I'm here I'm actually speechless. ****. Think I'm all hugged out! Hehehe. Nah. It's all good. ****** my LPU stuff hasn't been shipped yet, but I'll wait, I have no choice, afterall. *grumbles irately under breath*

Well, gonna head off now. Might see if I can write some more before I crawl into bed, maybe before the crack of dawn unlike this morning, yuh? I make no promises, damnit!

Take care, idjit. I'll see you when you look in the mirror next.

 

[Friðbjörn]

converstationalist is a word
yeah i like ravyn too (can i call u that?)

I know conversationalist is a word. I was talking about this word: Hugsjónamaður. I don't know the English equivalent.

 

[Ravynlee]

Friday/Sat Morning

Well. That was certainly interesting. Just had a run in with Lpp. I don't get it. I'm not about to harp on about it now, having said my peace in her journal, suffice to say if she get's offended for me mentioning her here the "fit-will-hit-the-shan" because like it or not, I incurred her wrath, which makes it notably worthy to add to my humble lil journal here.

People. *shakes head* Don't understand them. Guess that explains why I chose solitude over socialisng in RL, huh? On a lighter note I recieved some welcome feedback over at my intro post, which was nice. Takes a bit for ppl to warm up to others around here, I guess. We kinda suss out who we'll take into the proverbial fold and those we'll let do their own thing, not that that bothers me. Over at LPFF (yahoo group) the group was mostly lurkers anyway *lol* There were what, three writers and 107 readers, and that's about it. It's okay I guess, at least ppl were reading my stuff, that was something. And on that note I'm relieved to note I started another story again tonight/this morning, as usual, my Muse in Brissy sent me the idea (seeing as how my plots suck in general and she's my number one fan! Yay! ) I'm only a few pages into it and haven't yet gotten into the D&M (deep and meaningful) heart of it yet. When I do hopefully I'll write more. May even top my last 202 pge epic, 'eh? *** knows, every fic I write just gets bigger. But at least my Rob fic was bigger than my Chas fic, and that was bigger (I think) than my Mike fic... gee... wonder what that's sposed to mean? Hehehe Idiot.

Oh well. I was really stoked to fit into size 14 jeans yesterday. That really made my day. Two years ago I was in size 22. Man, I was a lard-***. Seriously. But things are looking up. I'm not about to test the bikini-theory, suffice to say, I'm glad we've hit Autumn now. Next to Winter, it's my 2nd fav season, with the Gray Daze (intentional misprint) strong winds, drizzling rain and carpet of brown and golden leaves blanketing the ground, who wouldn't? *sigh* *** **** I hate the heat. Think I was born in the wrong **** country that being the case, but at least it's not Africa. Gets really hot there, I'm told. Lol. ***, I'm a moron tonight. Sleep deprivation again. I think I function quite well for four hours sleep a night. I'd wanna watch I don't go having any psychotic episodes in my old age as a result, eh? Hehehe.

JammerG was meant to get online tonight so I could send her the new Joe sig image I did for her. Oh well, he'll wait. Good boy, Mr Hahn.

*Sigh* My stuff still hasn't been sent at LPU yet. I wanted to show off my shirt when I got to Brisbane next week to visit my Muse. Reprisentin'. *pounds heart with fist in a gesture of unwavering loyalty* Oh well, have to wear last years LPU3 shirt instead. Still spreading the love regardless.

Hmmm... what else? Wow. I think I'm now officially all talked out! Go figure! Nah, I've gotta save a few thoughts to share over at Viking's journal. So, having said that I'm gonna bid myself adieu and see you later. Maybe again tonight if I feel the urge, depends if I hear from my Muse or not.

Okay Ravyn, good morning. TC. Chin up. And go make me a cuppa, cause I'm thirsty! Good girl. Lol. Talk to myself again later, 'aaiite?' Hehehe. Idiots we are.

-Rav

 

[Friðbjörn]

Well. That was certainly interesting. Just had a run in with Lpp. I don't get it. I'm not about to harp on about it now, having said my peace in her journal, suffice to say if she get's offended for me mentioning her here the "fit-will-hit-the-shan" because like it or not, I incurred her wrath, which makes it notably worthy to add to my humble lil journal here.People. *shakes head* Don't understand them. Guess that explains why I chose solitude over socialisng in RL, huh? On a lighter note I recieved some welcome feedback over at my intro post, which was nice. Takes a bit for ppl to warm up to others around here, I guess. We kinda suss out who we'll take into the proverbial fold and those we'll let do their own thing, not that that bothers me. Over at LPFF (yahoo group) the group was mostly lurkers anyway *lol* There were what, three writers and 107 readers, and that's about it. It's okay I guess, at least ppl were reading my stuff, that was something. And on that note I'm relieved to note I started another story again tonight/this morning, as usual, my Muse in Brissy sent me the idea (seeing as how my plots suck in general and she's my number one fan! Yay! ) I'm only a few pages into it and haven't yet gotten into the D&M (deep and meaningful) heart of it yet. When I do hopefully I'll write more. May even top my last 202 pge epic, 'eh? *** knows, every fic I write just gets bigger. But at least my Rob fic was bigger than my Chas fic, and that was bigger (I think) than my Mike fic... gee... wonder what that's sposed to mean? Hehehe Idiot.

Oh well. I was really stoked to fit into size 14 jeans yesterday. That really made my day. Two years ago I was in size 22. Man, I was a lard-***. Seriously. But things are looking up. I'm not about to test the bikini-theory, suffice to say, I'm glad we've hit Autumn now. Next to Winter, it's my 2nd fav season, with the Gray Daze (intentional misprint) strong winds, drizzling rain and carpet of brown and golden leaves blanketing the ground, who wouldn't? *sigh* *** **** I hate the heat. Think I was born in the wrong **** country that being the case, but at least it's not Africa. Gets really hot there, I'm told. Lol. ***, I'm a moron tonight. Sleep deprivation again. I think I function quite well for four hours sleep a night. I'd wanna watch I don't go having any psychotic episodes in my old age as a result, eh? Hehehe.

JammerG was meant to get online tonight so I could send her the new Joe sig image I did for her. Oh well, he'll wait. Good boy, Mr Hahn.

*Sigh* My stuff still hasn't been sent at LPU yet. I wanted to show off my shirt when I got to Brisbane next week to visit my Muse. Reprisentin'. *pounds heart with fist in a gesture of unwavering loyalty* Oh well, have to wear last years LPU3 shirt instead. Still spreading the love regardless.

Hmmm... what else? Wow. I think I'm now officially all talked out! Go figure! Nah, I've gotta save a few thoughts to share over at Viking's journal. So, having said that I'm gonna bid myself adieu and see you later. Maybe again tonight if I feel the urge, depends if I hear from my Muse or not.

Okay Ravyn, good morning. TC. Chin up. And go make me a cuppa, cause I'm thirsty! Good girl. Lol. Talk to myself again later, 'aaiite?' Hehehe. Idiots we are.

-Rav

So you're Australian? Hope the LPU stuff comes soon.

 

[JammerG]

Hey Ravyn, sorry the otherhalf on bearshare with three subjects in mind: one for research The mental illness of Hitler, the other two "OBSESSIONS" DAWN OF THE DEAD AND RESIDENT EVIL. I went to bed... Got visitors yesterday so F@$#%^& ******. anyway I am so proud of you I know who will be pulling the guys when she gets down here... and What about the TAN BET???? HEHEHEHEHEHE dOUBLE DOG DARE YOU TO PUT ON A BIKINI WHILE YOU VISIT ME... AFTER YOU GET THE TAN....

Cheeky Muse aren't I... Well my beloved friend... I have some fresh Ideas which can wait till we are both on line...

Loveing you, and missing you... Oh By the way

YOU ARE THE BEST FANFIC WRITER I HAVE READ, APART FROM THE PSYCH ONE...

bYE BABE