Ravyn's Journal
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Friðbjörn
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Sorry about your bad day at work Rav...
but hey, you can do more w/e lift that was at the gym than me
haha
I think. Nah, you prolly can, I have like, no forearm muscles at all, for example
for real
You described your days I see. Sounds very much like my life in the future...I think I'd actually kinda like that. Kinda like the life of M.D. House in that show lol
I love that show....
ok why did I say that?
Anyway I'll ttyl Rav, take good care of yourself, especially at work :thumbsup:
but hey, you can do more w/e lift that was at the gym than me
hahaI think. Nah, you prolly can, I have like, no forearm muscles at all, for example
for real
You described your days I see. Sounds very much like my life in the future...I think I'd actually kinda like that. Kinda like the life of M.D. House in that show lol
I love that show....
ok why did I say that?
Anyway I'll ttyl Rav, take good care of yourself, especially at work :thumbsup:
twilightcrimson7
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I have to take gym now, and today I spent the period working on my non-existant upperbody strength in the weight room
woodyloveslinkin
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A Perfect Circle ^^^!!!!
Theres something i made for you ... you have to know the members before you like the music or the other way around.....
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Ravynlee
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*laughs at Viking*
Can you believe I'm playing hooky from gym today to visit this place? My ***, I have no life, but I still love my addiction to LPF more than gym... (actually spent the morning typing story) but I actually do have muscles now! It's so cool... it's like rediscovering myself in a whole new way! *bursts out laughing* Okay, that sounded plain weird, but dragging one's mind out of the gutter, what I meant was after spending all my life as a fat chick I'm now starting to see muscles and bones where I've never seen them on me before. I'm far far from anorexic, that's not what I meant by bones, but I just 'noticed' my cheek bones yesterday - wow, was grinning like an idiot and poking myself in the face all afternoon (and who said I have too much time on my hands, see?) XD
It is a good feeling though to lift things at work along with the other guys and have them go 'whoa.' That's cool.
Plus, I'm in better shape now at nearly 30 then I was at 20... wish I'd done this sooner, really. Then I'd be all Gi Jane like. Love that movie.
And see, random ranting is contageous here, isn't it? *laughs hysterically*
Whack-job!
Anyway... um...
Not much else a doing. *waves to Twi, Keza, Phi, Fox* Love you all, of course I do! And as for being forgiven... I'll never be mad at you so there's nothing to forgive, Twi, you're busy, it's okay... just glad to catch up every now and then. *winks*
Burnt myself at the friers last night. I was cooking! *yay* I'm coming up in the world... that's a nice feeling. More storms after work meant I couldn't get on and type more of my story... I'm losing the plot, both figuratively and literally. Getting so caught up in it that if words/emotions were an ocean I'd be drowning *awww... that's just psychologically alarming really* But seeing as how I'm close to the end all's good. Love getting lost in the pages. Thats why I love reading fics. Short glimpses into worlds that are already semi-familiar so you can lose yourself a little easier than a regular story I think. Anyway, more rambling... better go... or I won't be ready for work in time... it's one thing to skip gym for LPF fun but another to lose your job over it.
*groan*
If I mastered Phi's ninja cloning technique I'd have the best of both worlds - I could stay here on LPF *hooks self up to a drip and sits on a potty so she never has to get up again* and my clones can work and do all the other mundane stuff... *sigh*
Where's my Rob clone?
Anyway, take care guys! Twister hugs!
Take care and talk again later. Much <33 ness to ya. No that symbol is not a double layer of a double-scoop coned ice cream, as much as it would be appropriate for this heat. *wink* Geez I'm an idiot. Why do you let me keep coming back here? *laughs*
-Rav
Edit: Thanks Woody! *stares at picture* Okay... now I can see the silly sod who smacked the **** out of my son *rolls up sleeves* XD
Can you believe I'm playing hooky from gym today to visit this place? My ***, I have no life, but I still love my addiction to LPF more than gym... (actually spent the morning typing story) but I actually do have muscles now! It's so cool... it's like rediscovering myself in a whole new way! *bursts out laughing* Okay, that sounded plain weird, but dragging one's mind out of the gutter, what I meant was after spending all my life as a fat chick I'm now starting to see muscles and bones where I've never seen them on me before. I'm far far from anorexic, that's not what I meant by bones, but I just 'noticed' my cheek bones yesterday - wow, was grinning like an idiot and poking myself in the face all afternoon (and who said I have too much time on my hands, see?) XD
It is a good feeling though to lift things at work along with the other guys and have them go 'whoa.' That's cool.
Plus, I'm in better shape now at nearly 30 then I was at 20... wish I'd done this sooner, really. Then I'd be all Gi Jane like. Love that movie.
And see, random ranting is contageous here, isn't it? *laughs hysterically*
Whack-job!
Anyway... um...
Not much else a doing. *waves to Twi, Keza, Phi, Fox* Love you all, of course I do! And as for being forgiven... I'll never be mad at you so there's nothing to forgive, Twi, you're busy, it's okay... just glad to catch up every now and then. *winks*
Burnt myself at the friers last night. I was cooking! *yay* I'm coming up in the world... that's a nice feeling. More storms after work meant I couldn't get on and type more of my story... I'm losing the plot, both figuratively and literally. Getting so caught up in it that if words/emotions were an ocean I'd be drowning *awww... that's just psychologically alarming really* But seeing as how I'm close to the end all's good. Love getting lost in the pages. Thats why I love reading fics. Short glimpses into worlds that are already semi-familiar so you can lose yourself a little easier than a regular story I think. Anyway, more rambling... better go... or I won't be ready for work in time... it's one thing to skip gym for LPF fun but another to lose your job over it.
*groan*
If I mastered Phi's ninja cloning technique I'd have the best of both worlds - I could stay here on LPF *hooks self up to a drip and sits on a potty so she never has to get up again* and my clones can work and do all the other mundane stuff... *sigh*
Where's my Rob clone?
Anyway, take care guys! Twister hugs!
Take care and talk again later. Much <33 ness to ya. No that symbol is not a double layer of a double-scoop coned ice cream, as much as it would be appropriate for this heat. *wink* Geez I'm an idiot. Why do you let me keep coming back here? *laughs*
-Rav
Edit: Thanks Woody! *stares at picture* Okay... now I can see the silly sod who smacked the **** out of my son *rolls up sleeves* XD
twilightcrimson7
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Aww, you're sweet Rav. Yeah I'm busy, and when I'm not busy, I'm lazy XD
Well, like you, I am on LPF instead of burning some calories... I mean, i got my DDR mat out and everything, then I just sat my *** down and started typing again XD funny how those things work
aww *give you a band-aid* no more burns, k?
Well, like you, I am on LPF instead of burning some calories... I mean, i got my DDR mat out and everything, then I just sat my *** down and started typing again XD funny how those things work
aww *give you a band-aid* no more burns, k?
Ravynlee
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Thanks! *puts on bandaid*
I'll need a few more by the end of the night I'm sure of it. I'm a co-ordinated clutz in the kitchen (as Phi would say it) but for some reason they keep letting me cook there with sharp knives and hot grill plates and open flames everything. *shrugs*
Oh, and by the way, don't stick your fingers inside a vat of burning oil when you're cooking crisper shells in the deep friers, okay kids? *laughs* That's an obvious lesson I learnt the hard way.
Idiot.
Know what I just wondered? *points at avatar*
How come Rob drew himself nekkid? AND more alarmingly, with no pee-pee?
*giggles*
Hmm.
That's cute. There's a lesson I'd like to explore further *rolls eyes* Oh, I bet I would alright.
But yeah, gym versus LPF...? Yeah... I'm lazy too. LPF makes me laugh. Gym just... is a different kind of fun. It's fun for masochists. XD Tomorrow I shall rectify the issues of today. I love weights, that's why I know I'll go. *wink*
I'll need a few more by the end of the night I'm sure of it. I'm a co-ordinated clutz in the kitchen (as Phi would say it) but for some reason they keep letting me cook there with sharp knives and hot grill plates and open flames everything. *shrugs*
Oh, and by the way, don't stick your fingers inside a vat of burning oil when you're cooking crisper shells in the deep friers, okay kids? *laughs* That's an obvious lesson I learnt the hard way.
Idiot.
Know what I just wondered? *points at avatar*
How come Rob drew himself nekkid? AND more alarmingly, with no pee-pee?
*giggles*
Hmm.
That's cute. There's a lesson I'd like to explore further *rolls eyes* Oh, I bet I would alright.
But yeah, gym versus LPF...? Yeah... I'm lazy too. LPF makes me laugh. Gym just... is a different kind of fun. It's fun for masochists. XD Tomorrow I shall rectify the issues of today. I love weights, that's why I know I'll go. *wink*
twilightcrimson7
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Lmao so true
Hmmm, I think we need to examine his thought process to figure that one out, though I admit, it would be infinatly intriguing to discover
Well, good luck with everything today Rav *hug*
Yesh, you have to be in a certain mood XD
Hmmm, I think we need to examine his thought process to figure that one out, though I admit, it would be infinatly intriguing to discover
Well, good luck with everything today Rav *hug*
woodyloveslinkin
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yay...im also losing weight...from my job ive lost like 5 kgs just by walking !!
keza
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heya rav *waves* i havent visited u in ages so thought i should...^^
'Oh, and by the way, don't stick your fingers inside a vat of burning oil when you're cooking crisper shells in the deep friers, okay kids? *laughs* That's an obvious lesson I learnt the hard way.'
great advice going on there buddeh lol
well hope alls ok and i didnt bore u too much *looks up* actually i didnt really write enough for you to be broed with
<3 u *hugs*
'Oh, and by the way, don't stick your fingers inside a vat of burning oil when you're cooking crisper shells in the deep friers, okay kids? *laughs* That's an obvious lesson I learnt the hard way.'
great advice going on there buddeh lol
well hope alls ok and i didnt bore u too much *looks up* actually i didnt really write enough for you to be broed with
<3 u *hugs*
Pheonix791989
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ahh my coordinated clutz of a mum is at it again eh? ahh dont kill yourself. then it will make me cry. and yeah the rob clone is over there, he got away. *points over to the corner of the room*
woodyloveslinkin
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yeah i learnt that the hard way too. the teachers wouldnt believe me at the school fate that i was quite hurt.
they are like "stop being a narsistic drama queen sarah"
and all my friends were yelling "she's in ******* pain!"
Maybe they didnt see me on the ground holding my hand and didnt see the tears coming down my face dammit !
There's a pic that a chased up from the members thread. i am the one on the far right.
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stupidsoul1
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Rav i posted a pic of your sarah daughter child in my journal if you wanna see.
I think i posted it in hers too...i tried to draw a pic on her hand it didnt show up, but the writing with my eyeliner did.
I don't think you stopped your kids with the vat incident, i remember in science the teacher said the acid "burns" i put some on my shirt and it didnt...so i put some on my hands and chased my friends around the lab saying i had acid on my hands.
I think i posted it in hers too...i tried to draw a pic on her hand it didnt show up, but the writing with my eyeliner did.
I don't think you stopped your kids with the vat incident, i remember in science the teacher said the acid "burns" i put some on my shirt and it didnt...so i put some on my hands and chased my friends around the lab saying i had acid on my hands.
Ravynlee
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Well, thought I'd celebrate my 1000th post by updating my journal - party animal I am, huh?
Not much happened the last few days. Just the usual - work, LPF, not much else. Haven't even been to gym, as much as I've been meaning too. Been down a bit; maybe it's because of the rain (seasonal blues?) or maybe something else (midlife crisis?) but either way still quieter than usual.
Have been thinking a lot lately about where I fit in in the world, the deep and meaningful philosphical biffo I had with Viking the other night had something to do with the current mindset I'm thinking.
I got to work yesterday afternoon and just sat out back and cried... don't know exactly why. Did again when I got home too. Was weird. Haven't been like that since before I came off my medication. I'm feeling normal in most other respects (normal?) but I guess, at the heart of it, without this place my life is just very lonely. It's almost pathetic at times. I don't have many friends - I don't really get out much at all, and everyone else is busy. It's their lives, so be it. I usually cope fine but these last few days I'm starting to wonder what the point in all this is again - life in general. My life. I don't feel like I'm making a contribution in any significant way to the human race; and if I passed on tomorrow who'd even know I was gone? *shrug*
In a strange was writing makes me feel connected, so I love doing that. Haven't done that for a few days so... maybe I need to.
I have this latin verse that is kind of my mantra hanging on my computer screen which says;
Nulla Dies Sine Linea which translates into 'Never a day without a line' in English. I will get that tattooed on one day. Very appropriate.
But if it wasn't for work I wouldn't even get out of bed again lately. Sad. Don't know what's triggered it... hopefully it passes again soon though. I know this path and I don't like it. I'll get there. Chin up and all that. *meh*
Other than that - nothing huge to report. I did perk up this morning having a chat with Greyfoxx and Phi and that was great. It's cool to talk with complete strangers on the other side of the planet... very sweet. Feel closer to ppl here than in RL - that's scary. But seeing how I'm always here... not that strange.
Bought the Southpark movie yesterday (had it on video but player died last year) so that was fun. Love my SP. Also got Fort Minor back again after the nationwide recall. *pouts* Now I could hear the extra tracks... that's something. Still waiting on APC to come from overseas. Will be about 2 months though, as usual. Just as well I'm patient. *glowers* (feel like Mr Burns from The Simpsons) XD
Um... not much else really. Went shopping for a second hand washing machine but haven't got one yet. Still washing by hand - that sucks. Feel like I've stepped back to the colonial days or something. But work is good. Pete, my boss, said I was working like a Champion (everything's champion to Pete when it's awesome) so that's sweet to hear. Still cooking. That's fun. Never thought I'd hear myself say that. *raises eyebrows*
And the pictures are great, thanks Woody and SS1! *tackle hugs you both*
I'm loved, awww.
But as for the acid burns? Well, at least mine wasn't deliberate... but I can see the funny side of harrassing others... *smirk* All fun and games till someone loses an eye... then it's hilarious? As long as it's not me, maybe... I'm sadistic. I know it. *nods*
Anyway, thanks for stopping by guys. Hope y'all loved the story. Am tossing around more cause I need to keep my mind active here, but I love the others, can't wait for Foxx, Woody and Phi to keep going with theirs *shivers with anticipation*
Love my fics dagnammit.
Well take care guys. Thanks for allowing me 1000 posts to rot your brain with. Look forward to at least 1000 more this year, eh?
*tackle hugs*
TTYL,
-Rav
Not much happened the last few days. Just the usual - work, LPF, not much else. Haven't even been to gym, as much as I've been meaning too. Been down a bit; maybe it's because of the rain (seasonal blues?) or maybe something else (midlife crisis?) but either way still quieter than usual.
Have been thinking a lot lately about where I fit in in the world, the deep and meaningful philosphical biffo I had with Viking the other night had something to do with the current mindset I'm thinking.
I got to work yesterday afternoon and just sat out back and cried... don't know exactly why. Did again when I got home too. Was weird. Haven't been like that since before I came off my medication. I'm feeling normal in most other respects (normal?) but I guess, at the heart of it, without this place my life is just very lonely. It's almost pathetic at times. I don't have many friends - I don't really get out much at all, and everyone else is busy. It's their lives, so be it. I usually cope fine but these last few days I'm starting to wonder what the point in all this is again - life in general. My life. I don't feel like I'm making a contribution in any significant way to the human race; and if I passed on tomorrow who'd even know I was gone? *shrug*
In a strange was writing makes me feel connected, so I love doing that. Haven't done that for a few days so... maybe I need to.
I have this latin verse that is kind of my mantra hanging on my computer screen which says;
Nulla Dies Sine Linea which translates into 'Never a day without a line' in English. I will get that tattooed on one day. Very appropriate.
But if it wasn't for work I wouldn't even get out of bed again lately. Sad. Don't know what's triggered it... hopefully it passes again soon though. I know this path and I don't like it. I'll get there. Chin up and all that. *meh*
Other than that - nothing huge to report. I did perk up this morning having a chat with Greyfoxx and Phi and that was great. It's cool to talk with complete strangers on the other side of the planet... very sweet. Feel closer to ppl here than in RL - that's scary. But seeing how I'm always here... not that strange.
Bought the Southpark movie yesterday (had it on video but player died last year) so that was fun. Love my SP. Also got Fort Minor back again after the nationwide recall. *pouts* Now I could hear the extra tracks... that's something. Still waiting on APC to come from overseas. Will be about 2 months though, as usual. Just as well I'm patient. *glowers* (feel like Mr Burns from The Simpsons) XD
Um... not much else really. Went shopping for a second hand washing machine but haven't got one yet. Still washing by hand - that sucks. Feel like I've stepped back to the colonial days or something. But work is good. Pete, my boss, said I was working like a Champion (everything's champion to Pete when it's awesome) so that's sweet to hear. Still cooking. That's fun. Never thought I'd hear myself say that. *raises eyebrows*
And the pictures are great, thanks Woody and SS1! *tackle hugs you both*
I'm loved, awww.
But as for the acid burns? Well, at least mine wasn't deliberate... but I can see the funny side of harrassing others... *smirk* All fun and games till someone loses an eye... then it's hilarious? As long as it's not me, maybe... I'm sadistic. I know it. *nods*
Anyway, thanks for stopping by guys. Hope y'all loved the story. Am tossing around more cause I need to keep my mind active here, but I love the others, can't wait for Foxx, Woody and Phi to keep going with theirs *shivers with anticipation*
Love my fics dagnammit.
Well take care guys. Thanks for allowing me 1000 posts to rot your brain with. Look forward to at least 1000 more this year, eh?
*tackle hugs*
TTYL,
-Rav
stupidsoul1
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my science teacher was proud
lol no no the hydrochloric acid was diluted...
they never let us use the stronger acid.
*hugs* hope you feel better, congrats on the 1000th post.
lol no no the hydrochloric acid was diluted...
they never let us use the stronger acid.
*hugs* hope you feel better, congrats on the 1000th post.
woodyloveslinkin
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ahh! i was talking to u on the phone when u said you wanted to find that south park movie.....odd..i was gonna call u then i am like nah she'll be at the gym..
Friðbjörn
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Well don't worry about not contributing anything to the world.
I mean, I don't know if we're even supposed to contribute anything. Life's a journey, not a destination. It's not a destination, to reach when you've found out what to contribute. I mean so many people have lived their lives on the earth and will never be remembered for anything.
The way I see it; I don't know **** about how this world works as a whole, I'm just gonna have a **** of a time while I'm here
If you want to contribute however, only ways I see that is helping, either nature or other humans. Like becoming a financial parent for a kid in Kenia, or fight against pollution or something. But that's still not something you can expect from everyone, cause many have problems.
But hey, wanna contribute? Just do something that helps in makin the earth a better place for the next generation.
Hmm, I'm starting to think I'm not really that much of a Nihilist...lol
I mean, I don't know if we're even supposed to contribute anything. Life's a journey, not a destination. It's not a destination, to reach when you've found out what to contribute. I mean so many people have lived their lives on the earth and will never be remembered for anything.
The way I see it; I don't know **** about how this world works as a whole, I'm just gonna have a **** of a time while I'm here
If you want to contribute however, only ways I see that is helping, either nature or other humans. Like becoming a financial parent for a kid in Kenia, or fight against pollution or something. But that's still not something you can expect from everyone, cause many have problems.
But hey, wanna contribute? Just do something that helps in makin the earth a better place for the next generation.
Hmm, I'm starting to think I'm not really that much of a Nihilist...lol
Pheonix791989
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congrats on the 1000 mum. *gives you a rob clone and a cake* lets have a party. woo hoo
stupidsoul1
New member
Fri is right, life is pointless...the point to it is that there is no point think of it like a game when the game is over what was the point to it? I mean aside from ZOMG!one1!!! I WON!!
because in life no one wins...but it is up to you to see how far you can make it.
So play your way.
because in life no one wins...but it is up to you to see how far you can make it.
So play your way.