speedthief
New member
gonna hang out with all my female classmates so exciting
You know, I've been this way inclined for a while now and enthusiasm is hard to force if the will isn't there to back it up. First it was interest for the band, but as of recent years that's changed. So I told myself I'd stay for the writing, that too has slipped by the wayside, (not just mine but a general lack of enthusiasm in the WC altogether). Then I told myself I'll stay for the people, for the few friends I've come to know over the years and look forward to catching up with online, but real life either takes over or people just drift away. I had been telling myself that sooner or later the site owner here would finally do something constructive or worst case scenario LPF would just shut-down. I used to think that I'd really miss this place but now I've come to realise I already miss it, the way it used to be, and no amount of lamenting for the past glories will get that back. So lately my visits here are habitual, I come back because it's familiar, it's not as amusing or entertaining or even as enjoyable as it used to be, it's kind of routine (like going to a doctor's appointment) and even now as I type this I'm wondering how much longer this apathy is going to keep me here.Im thinkin about how absolutely nothing interests me on this forum anymore...
took the words right out of my mouth...You know, I've been this way inclined for a while now and enthusiasm is hard to force if the will isn't there to back it up. First it was interest for the band, but as of recent years that's changed. So I told myself I'd stay for the writing, that too has slipped by the wayside, (not just mine but a general lack of enthusiasm in the WC altogether). Then I told myself I'll stay for the people, for the few friends I've come to know over the years and look forward to catching up with online, but real life either takes over or people just drift away. I had been telling myself that sooner or later the site owner here would finally do something constructive or worst case scenario LPF would just shut-down. I used to think that I'd really miss this place but now I've come to realise I already miss it, the way it used to be, and no amount of lamenting for the past glories will get that back. So lately my visits here are habitual, I come back because it's familiar, it's not as amusing or entertaining or even as enjoyable as it used to be, it's kind of routine (like going to a doctor's appointment) and even now as I type this I'm wondering how much longer this apathy is going to keep me here.
And that's how I'm feeling.
Affirmative.Uber happy now. A Martyr For My Love For You just came on. ^ Are you on AIM?