Peteopia
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littleblackstone
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ohh Pete..
it's true that I barely know u, but it's also true that I miss u.. we all miss u here on LPF!
good that u'r happy
keep on that way
it's true that I barely know u, but it's also true that I miss u.. we all miss u here on LPF!
good that u'r happy
keep on that way
Peterdea
New member
yeah :thumbsup:ohh Pete..it's true that I barely know u, but it's also true that I miss u.. we all miss u here on LPF!
good that u'r happy
^^these are me true homies on this site hey? LOLgood that you are happy atm
I'm having some of the greatest times of my life at the moment. Despite all the people who used to be my friends who now want me dead because they can't stand that I'm sick of their hypocrisy.
Other then the negatives, I have support. For every person who wants me dead I have around 20 or so people in my corner.
The town I live in has a full weekend festival once a year and it's pretty much the only time theres no fights or anything. Pretty cool. Plus I got a free T-shirt, Poster and CD of my favorite local band. w00t.
Had my cousin at mine all weekend, as well as my mates Kieran and Ash. Met up with some other mates, Matt, Scott, Max and heaps of others.
As far goes everything else, my brothers mates are starting to actually not be ****** to me, even asking for me to go out for drinks with em, which is pretty awesome for someone like me who grew up with barely any friends.
I'm getting closer to Grace which is a huge for me, as most of the time I tend to observe behavior rather then to actually meet and talk to people.
So much extra is happening but thats not worth mentioning on top of everything else. Plus I don't wanna be here forever.
MrsBennington-Delson
New member
Good to hear you're doing so great
Peterdea
New member
I'm full of mixed emotions right now. A fair few positive and and not quite as much negatives.
So I'll write it out in a way that will keep me at a medium-high happiness level by doing it in what I'm gonna call a "Emotional Sandwich". I'll start with a positive and then a negative then a positive.
Positive: State of Normality has become a more personal thing to me. It goes in which ever direction I decide to take it with no arguments whatsoever. I have good feelings that I'm gonna have some fun with it.
Negative: I got news today that my Nan is getting worse and worse and the rate is starting to go up. This is difficult for me since I was only just starting to get over the original news that I posted a fairly long time ago.
Positive: The weather here is finally cold! Jesus Christ on a Bike I've been waiting for that since summer ended and finally I'm not sweating all day every day. When it's cold I sleep much better so theres another positive coming out of that.
Positive: I'm getting even closer to Grace, I get the feeling something special is going to happen soon, as I've said before, this is a HUGE change for me.
Negative: I have a cold and my nose and throat hurt. It's holding me back slightly but not too much of a big deal considering my position.
Positive: It's holidays for me! Sleep ins, band practice and all kinds of other cool **** is just waiting to happen. Can't ******* wait!!!
Positive: I'm in a new band and I hope I'm trying even harder for it so that'll be a lot of fun.
Negative: I've had small rushes of depression for some reason. I don't know what it is but I'm becoming abnormally aggressive, angry, negative and sad. It only lasts like an hour at a time so I can stand it with the support I'm getting from my friends.
Positive: I'm learning to play Bass/Guitar and whatever the **** else I feel like learning. Woo! Awesome!
Positive: I've stayed out of trouble for the last while. It's pretty cool. I've also got close to my brother again because of it and made new friends with some of his mates. Heathy and Michael, legends I swear!
Negative: Where are you Jojo? Haven't talked in what feels like months!!!
Positive: Me and Damo has a ******* awesome day yesterday. I wish all of you could have been there with me, would have been extra fun then hey?
Positive: My auntie and cousin are now close to my best friends which is super cool. I never used to see them and now we're closer then I am with my sister!
Negative: I failed a practice exam and need to do really well no the real one or else I'm ******.
Positive: I'm passing everything else and I'm really happy about that. Who would have guessed, Peterdea, passing a test with 22 out of 25! 2nd highest in the class! Plus passing a subject by more then I could have imagined. Thrilled!
Positive: I can't think of anything I want, which must mean I'm in a good way right about now.
Negative: My toe isn't getting better like I thought. It looks pretty gross...
Positive: Supercoach started! Horeeeeey!
Positive: I haven't lost an argument in ages. Feels good!
Negative: I'm under suspision for things I didn't do. Gay...
Positive: I've got free stuff, money, friends, games and I'm getting an Xbox 360! w00t!
So I'll write it out in a way that will keep me at a medium-high happiness level by doing it in what I'm gonna call a "Emotional Sandwich". I'll start with a positive and then a negative then a positive.
Positive: State of Normality has become a more personal thing to me. It goes in which ever direction I decide to take it with no arguments whatsoever. I have good feelings that I'm gonna have some fun with it.
Negative: I got news today that my Nan is getting worse and worse and the rate is starting to go up. This is difficult for me since I was only just starting to get over the original news that I posted a fairly long time ago.
Positive: The weather here is finally cold! Jesus Christ on a Bike I've been waiting for that since summer ended and finally I'm not sweating all day every day. When it's cold I sleep much better so theres another positive coming out of that.
Positive: I'm getting even closer to Grace, I get the feeling something special is going to happen soon, as I've said before, this is a HUGE change for me.
Negative: I have a cold and my nose and throat hurt. It's holding me back slightly but not too much of a big deal considering my position.
Positive: It's holidays for me! Sleep ins, band practice and all kinds of other cool **** is just waiting to happen. Can't ******* wait!!!
Positive: I'm in a new band and I hope I'm trying even harder for it so that'll be a lot of fun.
Negative: I've had small rushes of depression for some reason. I don't know what it is but I'm becoming abnormally aggressive, angry, negative and sad. It only lasts like an hour at a time so I can stand it with the support I'm getting from my friends.
Positive: I'm learning to play Bass/Guitar and whatever the **** else I feel like learning. Woo! Awesome!
Positive: I've stayed out of trouble for the last while. It's pretty cool. I've also got close to my brother again because of it and made new friends with some of his mates. Heathy and Michael, legends I swear!
Negative: Where are you Jojo? Haven't talked in what feels like months!!!
Positive: Me and Damo has a ******* awesome day yesterday. I wish all of you could have been there with me, would have been extra fun then hey?
Positive: My auntie and cousin are now close to my best friends which is super cool. I never used to see them and now we're closer then I am with my sister!
Negative: I failed a practice exam and need to do really well no the real one or else I'm ******.
Positive: I'm passing everything else and I'm really happy about that. Who would have guessed, Peterdea, passing a test with 22 out of 25! 2nd highest in the class! Plus passing a subject by more then I could have imagined. Thrilled!
Positive: I can't think of anything I want, which must mean I'm in a good way right about now.
Negative: My toe isn't getting better like I thought. It looks pretty gross...
Positive: Supercoach started! Horeeeeey!
Positive: I haven't lost an argument in ages. Feels good!
Negative: I'm under suspision for things I didn't do. Gay...
Positive: I've got free stuff, money, friends, games and I'm getting an Xbox 360! w00t!
crazy robster
New member
Petie!! Hey darling!! I'm so terribly sorry if I disappeared, I want you to believe me this wasn't my intention. I think of you quite often but I barely have time to even log on and do a proper chat any more. Ask my sis... Work and boyfriend absorb almost all my free time (which is now extremely limited) so I only hop on LPF for a few minutes to just read a couple of posts or messages and then go. I'm a ***** for not sending you even a text all this time, I apologise, I'm not the best when it comes to keeping in touch with people but I HAVE missed you and I would love to chat if we ever happen to be online at the same time again. I see things are improving for you and I'm thrilled to see that you are trying to fight the negativity that's been haunting you lately! That's the Peter I remember and that I have always been proud of! There you go!! You just needed time to sort things out, we all go through this stage at some point in our lives. Negatives will always be there too but hey, they are there to remind us of the value of the positives, right? *squeeze hugs* I sincerely truly hope we can catch up soon!! Love you always (even if I don't say it much these days) mah Petieness
Jojo <3 <3 <3
Jojo <3 <3 <3
Peterdea
New member
I'm ready to post again and since last post I've pretty much gone into hibernation. Band practice is killing me and so I'm pretty much sleeping through it.
On top of that I'm sleeping through my friends wanting to do stupid things.
The only good thing at the moment is the fact me and my brother are close friends again. Not as close as we used to be before he turned to alcohol and parties.
I'm really into Taproot's music again, still awaiting "Our Long Road Home" to be released.
http://www.myspace.com/morbithida is where you'll find our camera recorded demo. Meh.
Pete outies again
On top of that I'm sleeping through my friends wanting to do stupid things.
The only good thing at the moment is the fact me and my brother are close friends again. Not as close as we used to be before he turned to alcohol and parties.
I'm really into Taproot's music again, still awaiting "Our Long Road Home" to be released.
http://www.myspace.com/morbithida is where you'll find our camera recorded demo. Meh.
Pete outies again
Peterdea
New member
I'm sort of freaked out by LPF at the moment. Don't even know why I'm trying to get it, I simply don't understand. I mean, what the **** is going on? Since when was every one like this?
It's not a bad thing really, I just wanna know where this was during all the other times of LPF death or hibernation. I still think it's creepy though. It's still amusing, just creepy.
Only reason I don't get in is mainly because I lost all my immaturity a few months ago, I'm not up for games anymore (unless it's Dead Rising). Seriousness has taken control of my life.
Whole family is almost always nearly in tears (Except me oddly enough), friends have serious **** stacked up, school is weighing me down, acting is stressing me out a bit and music is adding to that.
I'm feeling fine though, very talkative and creative. I've been drawing heaps, writing heaps, singing heaps, and playing a fuckload of bass.
But to close this whole thing I'l ask all of you to answer me the question... WHY THE **** WEREN'T YOU LIKE THIS BEFORE I GOT MESSED UP? and/or WHAT DRUGS DO I HAVE TO TAKE TO GET THE IMMATURITY TO GET INVOLVED IN THIS?
Pete gone, please answer so when Pete come back, Pete has answers.
It's not a bad thing really, I just wanna know where this was during all the other times of LPF death or hibernation. I still think it's creepy though. It's still amusing, just creepy.
Only reason I don't get in is mainly because I lost all my immaturity a few months ago, I'm not up for games anymore (unless it's Dead Rising). Seriousness has taken control of my life.
Whole family is almost always nearly in tears (Except me oddly enough), friends have serious **** stacked up, school is weighing me down, acting is stressing me out a bit and music is adding to that.
I'm feeling fine though, very talkative and creative. I've been drawing heaps, writing heaps, singing heaps, and playing a fuckload of bass.
But to close this whole thing I'l ask all of you to answer me the question... WHY THE **** WEREN'T YOU LIKE THIS BEFORE I GOT MESSED UP? and/or WHAT DRUGS DO I HAVE TO TAKE TO GET THE IMMATURITY TO GET INVOLVED IN THIS?
Pete gone, please answer so when Pete come back, Pete has answers.
DarknessLover
New member
Hey man! Immaturity is just phase, it's your choice when you end it, and I guess you finally came to say, **** it, I don't want to be a 15 year old I want to be mature.
And dude LPF has crashed and burned, I think I came in around the time it started...I mean some mods are hypocrites, we LOST REFLECTIONIST (sob XD) and really, with that "Red Room" added in, i think LPF has just turned into a complete spam bucket of pointless ****. and isn't a forum based on a band, supposed to be atleast FOND of it...I mean think about that eh mate!
~DL
And dude LPF has crashed and burned, I think I came in around the time it started...I mean some mods are hypocrites, we LOST REFLECTIONIST (sob XD) and really, with that "Red Room" added in, i think LPF has just turned into a complete spam bucket of pointless ****. and isn't a forum based on a band, supposed to be atleast FOND of it...I mean think about that eh mate!
~DL
Peterdea
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yeah you have a good point, but this whole red room crazy thing would have been handy when we started to crash and burn. People woulda seen it and a lot would have either joined to go agaisnt it or joined to join in the fun. So that is what I meant by that.
As for the whole immaturity phase thing, you are right, your very right in fact. if i could rep you again i would lol. Your pretty much spot on there.
Peterdea
New member
i have nothing against it, I'm just saying it woulda been better before lpf died in the ***... And that I refuse to join in because it's just not something I would do.
And it should be in the games room for sure. It's not really about a "serious" topic... anymore. It sorta lost it from the 2nd post.
Peterdea
New member
haha i only lost about 4-5.
I'm in the middle of writing another chapter for the 2010 story that I started, it's moving along slowly since I don't want it to seem too rushed.
I'm also about to post updates to the other 2 stories which will be pretty cool if people read them.
I'd also appreciate feedback on them, I want to know how I can improve them or what I'm doing right.
Thanks
-Pete
Peterdea
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lol I just found some pics of pranks played on ppl when theyve had too much to drink... I must post em...
http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/f159c3755d3880684cf227cad9635a07.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/44e31045645f563e95d87ac0d4caf2ec.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/aabc2692b089507ea8ddcd6ed3818fed.jpg
those are the best, there more but they are all the same stuff really...
Heres some stuff for the Red Roomers...
http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/e3fd913fa1df6d75bc8b636503a6bf06.jpg
http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/8ed8e971ad7263418c6fb78c93f3e460.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/f792985b3f15cfd61703e8a3b1cbd9a7.jpg
lol had to post them to...
and finaly, some random classics...
http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/0e294f8d40af47413299a9e224c1c127.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/5b0aecd1be6f3255be7aeb64791887a5.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/f9ae9f46a6492077d1e4e6288a6663e6.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/66a383b85a6abb5954ecadb2ca4abeba.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/722194c92f9855c0ad76e8bcf6e0e705.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/d9f1cff4eb5a0dd4863e5a3018251498.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/b63561c687899bfd956ee11d8b222873.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/e5e34fafbe6a872a656996b9b3d801c8.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/0cf1048971a1314a4aec170b5b001ce6.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/0d1d91002f048b56bc1535e7e7c15549.jpg
http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/f159c3755d3880684cf227cad9635a07.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/44e31045645f563e95d87ac0d4caf2ec.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/aabc2692b089507ea8ddcd6ed3818fed.jpg
those are the best, there more but they are all the same stuff really...
Heres some stuff for the Red Roomers...
http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/e3fd913fa1df6d75bc8b636503a6bf06.jpg
http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/8ed8e971ad7263418c6fb78c93f3e460.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/f792985b3f15cfd61703e8a3b1cbd9a7.jpg
lol had to post them to...
and finaly, some random classics...
http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/0e294f8d40af47413299a9e224c1c127.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/5b0aecd1be6f3255be7aeb64791887a5.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/f9ae9f46a6492077d1e4e6288a6663e6.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/66a383b85a6abb5954ecadb2ca4abeba.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/722194c92f9855c0ad76e8bcf6e0e705.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/d9f1cff4eb5a0dd4863e5a3018251498.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/b63561c687899bfd956ee11d8b222873.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/e5e34fafbe6a872a656996b9b3d801c8.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/0cf1048971a1314a4aec170b5b001ce6.jpghttp://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/0d1d91002f048b56bc1535e7e7c15549.jpg
littleblackstone
New member
heyy pete, i just read your positive and negative emotions thing
and overall i can see that u'r doing good and i'm glad for you
keep it that way
ohh btw, those pics are just hilarious :lol:
and overall i can see that u'r doing good and i'm glad for you
keep it that way
ohh btw, those pics are just hilarious :lol:
Black_Angel
New member
Lol I reckon the red room is a bit gay too, not something i'd post in at all!
Dead Rising is a mint game! You seen Diary of the Dead yet??? I really wanna see it soon!
Dead Rising is a mint game! You seen Diary of the Dead yet??? I really wanna see it soon!
Peterdea
New member
I am not going to post again, I pretty much only did post there to say something to do with the topic, just no so... ridiculous...
Diary of the Dead is gonna be my favorite movie of all time.. I can tell... I've been pumped for it ofr a couple of years now. It is gonna kick major ***!
And Dead Rising = the best game in the world, i dont care what anyone says, it's the best.
http://blog.jimmyr.com/Friends_are_More_Dangerous_than_Beer_15_2008.phppics are not showing
http://blog.jimmyr.com/Very_Wrong_but_Hilarious_Pictures_25_2008.php
http://www.jimmyr.com = the greatest website when you are bored.
Yeah I'm doing alright compared to usual. I'm normally secretly depressed but not anymore! lol.heyy pete, i just read your positive and negative emotions thingand overall i can see that u'r doing good and i'm glad for you
keep it that way
ohh btw, those pics are just hilarious :lol:
And thanks. It means a lot to me that you'd post that :thumbsup:
And I hope it doesn't change... lol
Jimmrr is a legend. He's like... the internet equivalent of Ron Burgendy mixed with and internet equivalent of ***.