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Peterdea
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Heres a style of posting I wanna test out a bit...
Life In General:
Haven't even talked to Grace in a while. I'm sort of over the whole thing with her. I'm over trying and failing since it's so common for me.
I'm feeling okay, just tired is all.
My Weekend:
I won't be here to post at all this weekend (not that any of you give much of a ****) cuz I will be in a house with just me and my mate. Maybe another if he decides to show up. But anyway, this is looking to be a damned good weekend. Hopefully one of many to come.
My Friends:
A friend of mine I pretty much fell out of contact with for about two years rang me up a few weeks ago. It was awesome to catch up, only problem is that she is having a lot of problems... At least I'm helping her by making her laugh heaps...
On top of that, although I may have mentioned it before (can't remember and cbf re-reading every post of mine) Ash is still the best mate a loser like me can be blessed with. He's a ******* legend and I can't thank him enough for helping me through every little **** thing that has happened in my life since we became mates. The lesson here is, don't hate someone based on what you've heard, Ash had a horrible rep, I almost feared him... And now we're like best mates.
Another good mate of mine Matt... Thanks to him, I've got like 90% less work to do in my music class. Genius.
Lastly, even though none of these guys will read any of it I'll say it anyway, Ben your the coolest SOB I've ever met.
LPF:
The whole Stenners banning was a good moment for me. I always thought he deserved it. Then again I probably deserve to get banned for some of the **** I've done, but as I said in the other thread... I'm not the only one who's sick of his ****. I don't mean to throw gasoline into a dying fire but... I think he should have been banned for longer.
School:
First week back of school, started off as ****. Stress and laziness are the main problems I had. On top of that I've been late to school every day so far. I'm too tired and my mind doesn't let me wake up to go to school.
I did an English exam today... **** I had no idea what I was doing... But I think I might have done alright so... score...
I have a Media exam which me and Jack made up our presentation for it in about 4 or 5 minutes. We'll fail but oh well... I'm more focussed on other things, like next years big Media exam.. I have HUGE plans for it...
The Plans:
**** off, I'm not telling you guys, it's too good to share! ha! (seriously, I would if I could, but even this journal is too public for my liking)
Music:
Well isn't it sad when you love a song you know is ****, but you just love it for some unknown reason... I've got that... Nine In The Afternoon by Panic! At The Disco... I love it, but I hate it. I pretty much love to hate to love it. Kill me for it if you must, but it's a song I'll probably love forever.
Morbithida is probably not going to get much further, I can't be ****** anymore. My cousin is a ***** so he can go **** himself. On top of that I have to put up with him screaming into a mic constantly? Dude... Weak.
Movies:
The movies I'll talk about are "Flags of Our Fathers" and "Letters From Iwo Jima" both directed by Clint Eastwood.
When I first heard about them I thought, "Clint Eastwood? Dude isn't he dead... or retired or something?" I can safely say, I'm really glad he isn't either of those. The 2 movies are great when watched together. I really enjoyed the style of them both together, but on their own, they aren't as good.
Games:
I played Saints Row properly for the first time, I don't like it much, the characters suck and it's just a plain ripoff of GTA.
GTA IV is gonna be great, multiplayer is going to ******* pwn. Out of 15 modes, I know of and have played 4. They kick ***, trust me.
Lastly, I passed Dead Rising, horeeeeey! Not the ending I was hoping for but still, the zombie killing and the amount I love the game in general makes up for it big time.
Conclusion:
To sum it all up, I'm doing okay, excited for GTA IV, no time for my band or girls at the moment as well as not enough willpower to try. School sucks as usually but meh. My friends kick ***. There we go.
Closing Quote:
"Whup Whup Whup... *******... Hows that for a ******* happy meal you PRRRRRRRICKS!!!!!"
-Neg Dupree, "***** of Steel"
Whaddya rekn about the style?
Life In General:
Haven't even talked to Grace in a while. I'm sort of over the whole thing with her. I'm over trying and failing since it's so common for me.
I'm feeling okay, just tired is all.
My Weekend:
I won't be here to post at all this weekend (not that any of you give much of a ****) cuz I will be in a house with just me and my mate. Maybe another if he decides to show up. But anyway, this is looking to be a damned good weekend. Hopefully one of many to come.
My Friends:
A friend of mine I pretty much fell out of contact with for about two years rang me up a few weeks ago. It was awesome to catch up, only problem is that she is having a lot of problems... At least I'm helping her by making her laugh heaps...
On top of that, although I may have mentioned it before (can't remember and cbf re-reading every post of mine) Ash is still the best mate a loser like me can be blessed with. He's a ******* legend and I can't thank him enough for helping me through every little **** thing that has happened in my life since we became mates. The lesson here is, don't hate someone based on what you've heard, Ash had a horrible rep, I almost feared him... And now we're like best mates.
Another good mate of mine Matt... Thanks to him, I've got like 90% less work to do in my music class. Genius.
Lastly, even though none of these guys will read any of it I'll say it anyway, Ben your the coolest SOB I've ever met.
LPF:
The whole Stenners banning was a good moment for me. I always thought he deserved it. Then again I probably deserve to get banned for some of the **** I've done, but as I said in the other thread... I'm not the only one who's sick of his ****. I don't mean to throw gasoline into a dying fire but... I think he should have been banned for longer.
School:
First week back of school, started off as ****. Stress and laziness are the main problems I had. On top of that I've been late to school every day so far. I'm too tired and my mind doesn't let me wake up to go to school.
I did an English exam today... **** I had no idea what I was doing... But I think I might have done alright so... score...
I have a Media exam which me and Jack made up our presentation for it in about 4 or 5 minutes. We'll fail but oh well... I'm more focussed on other things, like next years big Media exam.. I have HUGE plans for it...
The Plans:
**** off, I'm not telling you guys, it's too good to share! ha! (seriously, I would if I could, but even this journal is too public for my liking)
Music:
Well isn't it sad when you love a song you know is ****, but you just love it for some unknown reason... I've got that... Nine In The Afternoon by Panic! At The Disco... I love it, but I hate it. I pretty much love to hate to love it. Kill me for it if you must, but it's a song I'll probably love forever.
Morbithida is probably not going to get much further, I can't be ****** anymore. My cousin is a ***** so he can go **** himself. On top of that I have to put up with him screaming into a mic constantly? Dude... Weak.
Movies:
The movies I'll talk about are "Flags of Our Fathers" and "Letters From Iwo Jima" both directed by Clint Eastwood.
When I first heard about them I thought, "Clint Eastwood? Dude isn't he dead... or retired or something?" I can safely say, I'm really glad he isn't either of those. The 2 movies are great when watched together. I really enjoyed the style of them both together, but on their own, they aren't as good.
Games:
I played Saints Row properly for the first time, I don't like it much, the characters suck and it's just a plain ripoff of GTA.
GTA IV is gonna be great, multiplayer is going to ******* pwn. Out of 15 modes, I know of and have played 4. They kick ***, trust me.
Lastly, I passed Dead Rising, horeeeeey! Not the ending I was hoping for but still, the zombie killing and the amount I love the game in general makes up for it big time.
Conclusion:
To sum it all up, I'm doing okay, excited for GTA IV, no time for my band or girls at the moment as well as not enough willpower to try. School sucks as usually but meh. My friends kick ***. There we go.
Closing Quote:
"Whup Whup Whup... *******... Hows that for a ******* happy meal you PRRRRRRRICKS!!!!!"
-Neg Dupree, "***** of Steel"
Whaddya rekn about the style?
MrsBennington-Delson
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why arent ya givin it a try with Grace? is she ignoring you or what makes you feel like you're goin to fail?? dont be so negative 
lol @ the love the song and hate it at the same time hahaha
I have shitloads of those x]
hope you'll have a great weekend
take care of ya
lol @ the love the song and hate it at the same time hahaha
I have shitloads of those x]
you remember the shirt? ^^
hope you'll have a great weekend
take care of ya
DarknessLover
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Yeah I kinda agree with you on the LPF part
Peterdea
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I'm not gonna try simply because i have better things to worry about. I don't see a point in it anymore mainly because it's not something I need, not something i really want and on top of that, i cbf putting up with people all because of my actions for a girl. not worth it. I'm not so much being negative just not caring anymore...why arent ya givin it a try with Grace? is she ignoring you or what makes you feel like you're goin to fail?? dont be so negative
lol @ the love the song and hate it at the same time hahaha
I have shitloads of those x]
you remember the shirt? ^^
hope you'll have a great weekend
take care of ya
I love it I hate it I love it I hate it I LOVE IT I HATE IT....
That shirt is ******* sweet!
i was just sick of his **** by the end. thats all there was to it. good on ya for what you did.
My Weekend:
Having a place to just me and Ash was awesome. Gave me time away from everything. No family, no other friends, no stress, and nothing to do with that. All there was was my best mate, food, drink, some gold fish we had to feed, 2 cats and a dog. It was as fun as I'd hoped it would be. Nice and relaxing. I got me some almost emo gloves and some other cheap *** **** which is funny cuz usually I go for the expensive stuff.
Friday night kicked ***, soon I'll have some pics from it taken by Damo. Funny being at the footy, I spend so much time arguing with the players in the local team but this time I watched some of the game and did other fun stuff. Fun.
General Life:
Yeah I'm fairly happy. Tired a bit but since I already slept so much I know won't be able to sleep later. Meh oh well. Not the worst thing that could happen.
I passed up an opportunity to talk to Grace today. Well theres still time but I don't want to. I'm not in a state of mind to want to talk to anyone like her. Pointless conversation is all that would take place. So ****** it.
Next Weekend:
Probably going to Jack's to look at my options for the future. Of course if I go to do that I won't end up doing it so oh well.
Maybe some band practice if I can be ******...
Other then that I wanna relax. Not gonna be as good a weekend as the one just passed.
Friends:
Ash had to do some practice thing today so I spent all day sleeping...
I'm talking to Jack on msn which is a common thing lol. Looks like we'll be up late tonight hahaha. I'ma be dead for school tomorrow.
I talked to Judd earlier which is always good for me. She is one of the easiest people for me to get along with. Whether it be books, movies, music, what happened on the weekend, we always find something to talk about that lasts a long time. Awesome to have such friends.
LPF:
Not up to date right now so can't really say much. At least theres no negative!
School:
School is going to kill me lol. I still have 2 books to read by tomorrow. I'm F'd in the A! But oh well... **** happens. If I fail I fail. But I'm sure I'll be given another chance! lol.
Music:
Nothing to do with Morbithida today, no news or anything...
Still loving Nine In The Afternoon. It's almost depressing... But then again, it makes me laugh. So stupid and lame, but so awesome and uncool! Just like me! It's like it was written for me to stress over. It's great what can I say?!?!?!?!?
Other songs I pretty much love at the moments are:
"Get Over It" by Ok Go - I love the part with the "Got a job got a life, got a four door and a faithless wife..." It's great!!!
"Paralyzer" by Finger Eleven - "Well I'm not paralyzed but I seem to be struck by you..." Great chorus. I love it!
I just put Midnight Panic on... Marky Chavez from Adema's band from after Adema (now he's solo I think). Pretty sweet.
Movies:
I saw Pathfinder and couldn't get into it. In other words I hate it. Silly movie, boring also.
Other then that I'm just still waiting for an oppourtunity to see Diary of the Dead. Can't wait... LOL
Games:
GTA IV countdown continues. Can't wait to properly play it. The exclusive play I got pumped me up. I CAN'T WAIT! lol
Not a lot else as far goes games. Haven't played a lot since last time
Conclusion:
To sum it all up, I'm good overall, school is the only big problem, everything else will be find in a few months... School a year and a bit so overall, I'm positive.
Closing Quote:
"It's Not Even Cricket Season Ya ********!"
-Richo's best comeback to me paying him out about his obsession with cricket and the fact he's a bogan.
MrsBennington-Delson
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ah ok I understand ^^
lol x]
**** yeh I still have it and my friends love it x] haha
:thumbsup:
cool that you had fun this weekend =)
sounds great fun ^^
crazy robster
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Our Petieness is happy woohoo!! *dances*
littleblackstone
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hahh yeah seems like Pete is in a good mood
just try to pay a bit more atention at school
just try to pay a bit more atention at school
Peterdea
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I don't know what is wrong with me, but I'm pretty sick right now. I'm constantly tired, no matter how much sleep I get I'm too tired to keep my mind on anything. I'm almost failing a major assessment task because of it.
I keep falling asleep in class, at home, on the couch, playing xbox and all kinds of other times. I want to go visit my nan and great aunt but I'm afraid I'm going to fall asleep while talking to them.
Also I'm very angry at the moment for no reason. I'm snapping when I simply get tapped on the shoulder. I'm generally not feeling good.
I fell asleep on camera at one point. That was confusing for me to see. We were doing a scene where Jack was supposed to pretend to kick me when I was on the ground. He did and I just didn't move. I can't take a day off school because I can't properly prove there is soemthing wrong, since my mum claims that I'm just not sleeping enough.
Oh well, we'll see how I go over the next week...
I keep falling asleep in class, at home, on the couch, playing xbox and all kinds of other times. I want to go visit my nan and great aunt but I'm afraid I'm going to fall asleep while talking to them.
Also I'm very angry at the moment for no reason. I'm snapping when I simply get tapped on the shoulder. I'm generally not feeling good.
I fell asleep on camera at one point. That was confusing for me to see. We were doing a scene where Jack was supposed to pretend to kick me when I was on the ground. He did and I just didn't move. I can't take a day off school because I can't properly prove there is soemthing wrong, since my mum claims that I'm just not sleeping enough.
Oh well, we'll see how I go over the next week...
crazy robster
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My poor Petie that's one serious reason for me to worry!! That just doesn't sound right!! Aww my darling *hugs* Falling asleep out of the blue?? That's the weirdest part...Ummm it might sound too cliche but I think you should consider seeing a doctor if it doesn't stop soon? I really can't think of anything else to say and I'm concerned that's all. Anyway I hope you're all fine next week so you don't have to follow my advice. Take care ok?? *squeeze hugs*
Peterdea
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You wanna know what hurts? Toe surgery. It hurts lots. I'd be asleep right now but the pain is too much. So I try here to take my mind off it. Not working... (go to that boring thread lol)
Not gonna say much, just that I hurt pretty bad and that I'm happy to at least miss the week of school.
lol > http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/7bdae4335cd61e8493c96c1e7303d0e1.jpg
Not gonna say much, just that I hurt pretty bad and that I'm happy to at least miss the week of school.
lol > http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/7bdae4335cd61e8493c96c1e7303d0e1.jpg
Peterdea
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Click my sig to be taken to a special type of writing i've started. It's worth checking out as it's something I have never done before. It's a real step into my life and the truth about who I am and where I stand. It's pretty much the new improved Petopia. Only way better then that lol.
Peterdea
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I'm leaving Linkin Park Forums and literally every other internet activity I take part in for a while. This time, unlike every other time, is due to anger and the fact that I'll probably be getting the **** beat through me for the next few months. I'll pop in whenever I have time but until then, this is goodbye.
Thanks for helping try to revive the forums everyone, it means a lot even though I'm just a normal member.
Goodbye LPF (for now)
Thanks for helping try to revive the forums everyone, it means a lot even though I'm just a normal member.
Goodbye LPF (for now)
Peterdea
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Not even an hour ago, i got news from my dad that my Nan passed away. Since then it's felt like it's been hours, but it's only really been about 45 minutes.
My mum went out with my dad to talk to my Pa, she then came in to talk to me. My first real worry of course was my Pa. He's taking it better then I am apparently, he wanted it not to hurt her, not because he doesn't care, but because he hated to see her hurting so badly. I will talk to my mum if she comes back in soon and ask if it's cool to go see him.
Anyway after that, i hugged my mum for the longest I've hugged her in so long. We are both of course feeling down, but at the same time, we are happy that the pain is finally over for her.
My mum said that she was gone a few weeks ago, the Nan i grew up so close to was killed off by cancer before she was physically gone.
She asked me if I wanted to go to the hospital where she died basically to say goodbye, but I... Well I can't go, I want to go but my emotions simply won't let me.
I remember all the times I shared with my Nan, some that I never remembered until just now.
The main one being one time where me and my older bro stayed at her place for a weekend, she took us to this massive shopping mall, biggest one I have ever seen. She bought me a book, I still got that book today.
My uncle just arrived. I felt like such a jerk, he knocked on the door, I opened it and I couldn't think of anything to say... All I got out was "They are out back... With Pa..."
I could see a look of pain on his face, the first time I've seen him where he hasn't smiled. I've decided I'm going to sit up here in case more family arrive.
So sorry for going on like this, it's helping me in it's own way.
Thanks to anyone that reads this... Thanks...
Peter W Dearnaley
R.I.P Nan
My mum went out with my dad to talk to my Pa, she then came in to talk to me. My first real worry of course was my Pa. He's taking it better then I am apparently, he wanted it not to hurt her, not because he doesn't care, but because he hated to see her hurting so badly. I will talk to my mum if she comes back in soon and ask if it's cool to go see him.
Anyway after that, i hugged my mum for the longest I've hugged her in so long. We are both of course feeling down, but at the same time, we are happy that the pain is finally over for her.
My mum said that she was gone a few weeks ago, the Nan i grew up so close to was killed off by cancer before she was physically gone.
She asked me if I wanted to go to the hospital where she died basically to say goodbye, but I... Well I can't go, I want to go but my emotions simply won't let me.
I remember all the times I shared with my Nan, some that I never remembered until just now.
The main one being one time where me and my older bro stayed at her place for a weekend, she took us to this massive shopping mall, biggest one I have ever seen. She bought me a book, I still got that book today.
My uncle just arrived. I felt like such a jerk, he knocked on the door, I opened it and I couldn't think of anything to say... All I got out was "They are out back... With Pa..."
I could see a look of pain on his face, the first time I've seen him where he hasn't smiled. I've decided I'm going to sit up here in case more family arrive.
So sorry for going on like this, it's helping me in it's own way.
Thanks to anyone that reads this... Thanks...
Peter W Dearnaley
R.I.P Nan
MrsBennington-Delson
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I'm really sorry to hear that Pete
If you need someone to talk to I'll be there for you...
*hugs tight*
If you need someone to talk to I'll be there for you...
*hugs tight*