Hey, me again,Well, has been a few days since my last real post. Things to catch up on. Jammer is home (though not for much longer) and Phoenix (the kitten) has left us, he's gone to a new home tonight, so that's sad too. I guess not much has really happened to talk about. I'm sitting here watching a movie;
Forces of Nature with Sandra Bullock and Ben Affleck. Not a bad movie... seen it a few times, so it's a bit dull, now. Should be typing more of fan fic.
Jammer is trying a reconciliation with her ex... but I'm not gonna say too much. I'll let her talk about it in her journal, I guess it effects me in the way that I'll technically be living by myself during the week and she'll be staying with me during the weekends... something like that. Weird. I don't know if it will work out for many reasons, her ex still hates me and blames me for ruining his marriage, so I don't think he's gonna appreciate her wanting to hang out with me... *sigh* Time will tell I guess. Anyway, I'm not gonna rant too much about this, Jammer will more than likely read this at some point, so y'know, I'm going to keep it to myself.
Not much to report. Still avoiding going to the therapist *oops* Haven't had much contact with Chrissy (my other best friend who moved away and recently moved back into town) and I've only just learned her daughter (Zena, the lesbian who used to live here with me) has moved out to be with Chrissy, her mum, so it's become a bit of a family affair out there. Yeah... weird. Zena has had a nervous breakdown since she broke up with her girlfriend and her mum was about to have her committed... I always attract the crazies! *laughs* That's not fair... I'm crazy too, damnit! (Except, I don't have a piece of paper that varifies it like a certain other LPF'er, *laughs again*) Anyhoo...
Anyway. Nothing else to really report. Life's pretty dull. I'm still writing my fic (cause I love it) but other than that I guess there's not much else to life. I'm not feeling suicidal, but I'm having a down period. I guess that's normal I guess. I have to confess, I was a little naughty while Jammer was away (and I'm not talking about eBay, either, although that was funny in itself) but I did accidentally miss a few days medication *looks guilty* so I've been a little off-kilter... Having trouble sleeping and not feeling hungry again... I know the signs and all that, and I know it's my fault and not deliberate, but I guess I'm paying for it now... *sigh* Anyway... I guess I'm ranting. Just feeling a bit blue folks, I'm sure I'll get over it. Thanks for listening. I guess because I don't have much contact with real people that it feels good to offload a little here, I find it a bit easier to talk to you guys. I guess we all do at times, huh? Anyway...
I found this pic the other day, (from LPT) but it made me laugh so I thought I'd share it. Yes, it's got Rob in it (of course!) and looking forward to getting his and my other LP things in the post gives me a reason to get up of a morning, that, my fanfics, my cats and this place! How depressing is that?!? OMFG I really DO need a therapist! *shakes head* Okay guys, I'm cutting this post short, shorter than usual... I hope... Anyway, this is the pic, I like... the pic that made me smile when I found it. Hope y'all enjoy it. I'm outta here guys. Love y'all, apologies for the depressing post. Bye guys.
TC & TTYL,
-Rav
Rob with a bass guitar... how weird is that?!? Now I've seen everything! *laughs* I hope this doesn't mark a career change, eh? *laughs again* Doubt it. He's too good at what he does; bangs the s**t out of drums!
P.S. Thanks,
Woody, glad you're checking in. Miss you gurl! Hope things are great with you, and great with everyone else as well.
*hugs to all guys*
