FireHawk
New member
[May 29, 2008]
Instead of putting up a writing about Jessica I wrote something called "****" about this girl who was looking hot today in AP Gov in her skirt. Normally I don't notice her but **** today...and I was kinda *****...Its not really a song even though I was planning on it but my verse ended up 16 lines and I lost it after 16 lines so its a poem I guess...
Instead of putting up a writing about Jessica I wrote something called "****" about this girl who was looking hot today in AP Gov in her skirt. Normally I don't notice her but **** today...and I was kinda *****...Its not really a song even though I was planning on it but my verse ended up 16 lines and I lost it after 16 lines so its a poem I guess...
I read it and IDK if I like it but if I say it in the rythem I wrote it (originally for the song) I love it. Its an ABAB rhyme patter and the "A" lines are slow, while the "B" lines are faster that is a weak ***, but my best way to try to explain. Please tell me what you think this is first song I can say that is like this (on a topic of love or ****). Its not my best, I know that I am better at angrier songs, but I want to expand my lyric writing skills.
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And now the other part of my life that seems that has taken over. The Jessica part of it. She texted me today saying she was sorry we couldn't talk and it is killing her not communicating with me. I waited then replied that deep down it was killing me. She said she didn't want us to lose communication and I said it looks like that is happening sadly. She replied saying it didn't make her feel any better about the situation. I told her I loved talking to her and didn't want to happen but she can't deny that is what is happening right now. The she then said "Well if we let it happen it will happen i guess". I responded, "im sorry jess but there is no we in this situation u r making the choice for us not to talk and u said it would help your relationship if we stopped talking for a bit. i told you many times i would do whatever to make you happy and that you are one of my best friend i still stand by that even if it will end our friendship i just want you to be happy." She replied "thats sweet j you have always been there and i will try to patch things up so we can talk again." I then told her best of luck and that i will always be here for her if she needs anything and then i ended it with "bye and i look forward to us talking again". I think I am gonna try and talk to her on that way out of school tomorrow (its our last day). I am scared this maybe my last time I will see her (I doubt her bf will let her come to my grad party) something just tells me I am gonna lose her. I feel so bad about how I acted in the past few days to her and some other things songs I wrote about her. I don't know if I love her still, but I do know she is one if not my very best friend and I want to see her and talk in person at least one more time. If I am guessing right that is why she texted me today after not talking to her for past few days. I just hope we can be friends again.
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And now the other part of my life that seems that has taken over. The Jessica part of it. She texted me today saying she was sorry we couldn't talk and it is killing her not communicating with me. I waited then replied that deep down it was killing me. She said she didn't want us to lose communication and I said it looks like that is happening sadly. She replied saying it didn't make her feel any better about the situation. I told her I loved talking to her and didn't want to happen but she can't deny that is what is happening right now. The she then said "Well if we let it happen it will happen i guess". I responded, "im sorry jess but there is no we in this situation u r making the choice for us not to talk and u said it would help your relationship if we stopped talking for a bit. i told you many times i would do whatever to make you happy and that you are one of my best friend i still stand by that even if it will end our friendship i just want you to be happy." She replied "thats sweet j you have always been there and i will try to patch things up so we can talk again." I then told her best of luck and that i will always be here for her if she needs anything and then i ended it with "bye and i look forward to us talking again". I think I am gonna try and talk to her on that way out of school tomorrow (its our last day). I am scared this maybe my last time I will see her (I doubt her bf will let her come to my grad party) something just tells me I am gonna lose her. I feel so bad about how I acted in the past few days to her and some other things songs I wrote about her. I don't know if I love her still, but I do know she is one if not my very best friend and I want to see her and talk in person at least one more time. If I am guessing right that is why she texted me today after not talking to her for past few days. I just hope we can be friends again.
