Thursday
Hello self!
Wow, I actually had a busy day today! Yes a real day offline, OMG! I'm off to JammerG's tomorrow and am looking forward to it, but a week away from my computer is gonna hurt. I'm tentative about leaving it as much as I am leaving my kids, oops, I mean, Cats. Hehehe. Had all these plans to do all these things... as usual got sidetracked. As if you couldn't tell by now I'm easily distracted and have a tendency to wander off on a tangent, on occasion. Sometimes. I know, hard to believe, but... Hehehe.
Well I had hoped to post last night but in all honesty after reading the then-4 pages at the 'LPF going under' thread I was feeling far too despondent to do much. Trully. So I wandered off again and had a break from the place, sort of allow everyone to get whatever had beefed them out of their system. So I've come back tonight to see how things are faring and to say toodles probably for about a week. *gasp* I'm trying hard not to hypreventilate here as I type this (besides, makes it hard to focus on the screen in such a state) as I try to envision my life, usually spent most often here if not at least @ the comp writing another rediculously mundane fic, WITHOUT my computer. Am going through the motions of withdrawal as we speak, *sobs, shakily as she wipes the perspiration from her clammy brow* Hehehe. Melodramatic, eh?
But I haven't caught up with my mate Jammer for what is it now, about three or four months, so I'm looking forward to it as much as I am kinda worried about it, nervous I mean... weird, and hard to explain. Yes, you know things aren't right with the world when Ravyn loses her tongue... that's twice tonight. Maybe I'm stressing. I'm sure I'll get over it... *sigh* Anyways.
Been doing the good job seeking thing, looking for work, may have some lined up when I get back so I'll keep my fingers crossed there. Of course it means I have to take all the jewellery out of my face *gasp* AGAIN *double gasp* but its worth it in the long run, I suppose. Back to normality for a bit I guess. I kinda like being a bit of an oddity... in a good way. Not the kind that makes little kids on the street stop and stare while their mother's struggle to usher them away as they point and go "Look at that lady, Mummy, she's funny!" (and not in a ha-ha funny way either, but a sarcastic roll-of-the-eyes funny) But you get my drift... Hehehe. (Wow, probably has to be the biggest explanation/load of codswallop I've ever heard in my life, next to a politician's explanation *she says wryly as she gives a finger to the law, in the spirit of anarchism*) Hehehe. Rav the rebel, you go girl, hehehe.
What **** was I drivelling, er... I mean, entertaining you with? *cheeky grin* Ah. Nothing. As usual. Nothing intelligent anyway. Hehehe. *pulls self aside (is that even possible?) 'Dude, don't say that **** out loud, okay?'* Hehehe. Oops, I swore, my bad. Gotta stop that too. Thanks ShinodaBear... Props to you for making me a better person, one small (huh?!) post a time.
The Church of Bourdon is momentarily on hiatus. I've had to reschedule construction ahead of my holiday to Jammer's (where I go on the prowl for other surfers of Rob's, shall we say, callibre? The awesome spunkiness that it must be to be Bourdon(some!) Hehehe. Play on words. She's so clever. *rolls eyes* Ahh, now I see what you dropped out of university for... idiot! Hehehe. It's all good. But now at Jammer's I have to contend with her Hahn-itus, I hope it's not contageous. (Intro: 'Cure for the Itch') Hehehe. I'll have to come home, lock myself in my study and plaster the walls with every pic of Bob (yes, I said Bob!) I can find and go all crazy-reclusive-artist type person, screaming disjointled curses and shaking my fist towards the heavens like i have Turets syndrome and occasionally uttering the word "Rob" before running off again into my decrepid little church in my buckskin lap-lap to climb the bell tower. Hehehe... ****** brow sarcastically for like 8th time tonight in this post alone* Jesus. I need help! Hehehe. This holiday is WAAYY overdue. *snickers* Mmmm... chocolate...
Well I dunno what else to say. I mean, I had a lot of sensible things to say but just kind of lost the plot again and then my post went all pearshaped and I'm starting to question my own sanity, here, really! Hehehe. On a lighter note, do you ever have one of those days when you can just relate particularly to a song (usually LP, cause, D'uh, they relate to
everything so well!)? Well today it was Dedicated by LP. Don't know why. (Kinda makes me wanna break out in song again...
But fortunately for everyone else I wont!) I'm really into that song lately. That, Hip Hop, Walking Dead, and Mr Hahn's remix of High Voltage. Can't get enough of those songs. They're on a continual loop in my CD/MP3 player. Love, love, love it!
Anyway. Guess I should go. My house mate is telling me to go to bed seeing as how I have to catch a 5:30am bus (and thats usually the time I've been crawling off to bed or thereabouts as of late! Hehehe, I'm so naughty!) and my **** is numb from sitting on the arm of the chair as I type this (don't want to disturb my cat sleeping on it. Awww, how's that for loved? Hehehe)
Well, guys, hopefully I'll be able to log online over at Jammer's but if I don't I look forward to catching up with you mad encourigable bunch next week! Take care and don't have too much fun without me... I'll get jealous. Hehehe.
All the best and hope to see (figuratively, not literally of course! Sheesh! Stalking one person is hard enough without trying to stalk an entire Forum! Hehehe, Oops!) you all very soon.
*Hugs abound to all who've stopped by* Equates to 70 hugs collectively or thereabouts, using the Chester-the-Molester 10-Hugs-a-day philosophy. Use it wisely. Hehehe. Bye ppls. Have to end transmission now or I'm gonna meet myself coming in on the way out (is that, like, even possible?)
-Rav
