the keza journal

lol...tell me about it!
grrr to her, she was such a bitch so patronising..
her:so what do u want to specialise in?
me:children...being a pedeatrician (sp?)
her:well i see u got an A, thats not nearly high enough..
me:yeah but i can work it up with the next exam
her:why dont u do art, ur test says ur very arty
me:thats not science or children
her:so?????????????????
its like just cuz ur old doesnt mean u know what i should do with my life, if a crappy test has said i could be a mass murderer should i do that????????? grrrr

im shutting up now...lol

nice to know ur good!!!
 
hmmm.
today, got up at 8 and my mum made me do some more studying...my mind kinda kept going off and thinking about really random things so it didnt really happen, and i went to see my gran today...very funny person, shes one of those brutally honest people and she was so cute when we came in, she was sitting in her chair and she was like...'i cant get my teeth in (my 2yr old cousin kicked her teeth in..)

i feel really bad, ever since what my dad done to us, she gives us money all the time, 30 pound everytime i go see her..and she doesnt have much money...


well going to school on the 5th, 2 and half weeks of exams...yepeeee, oh how i love school life, the person that said school is the best time of ur life obviously doesnt wish to instill hope for young people about their futures...lol

wow that sentence actually made sense unlike most of my other ones...hmmmm

well..thats about it really...im out of things to say now except...byeeeeeeeeee
 
I HATE FAMILY FIGHTS so badly esp when ur stuck in the ****ing middle...really want to cut right now, may go and do...but dont want to relapse again.... :(

im so angry...writing helps though..so u prob dont wanna read on~to any1 who is reading, this is just anger babble...
i hate this family sometimes, theyre all pretending nothing is happening...all happy and ****ing laughing in the living room!!!!!!!!!!
but it IS!!! my dad has ****ed up alot recently and has caused alot and AS USUAL ISNT AROUND TO DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES OF WHAT HES DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate it...i dont want to grow up and i dont want to be the middle person
arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :mad:
 
The thing about hispanics not admitting crap was offending...Im hispanic and so are a few other people on this board and my roommate it not a chicken...Mami and Papi are kind of pet names like Hunny or Sweatheart. Most of the time we kids are really calm in stores. We don't name every other daughter Maria...My GRANDMA'S NAME IS MARIA. and blah you get the point...and the other 10 truth's for the blacks and white people were somewhat offending too....But yea..yea but whoever made that up is very wrong and is very sterio typical...Anyway...Hi keza...Hows life? :p
 
hi, sorry about it being offending, this person at my school sent it to me...so meh sorry again
lifes going shite at the moment but yeah..thanks for dropping by..feeling only slightly suicidal...hmmm
so how are u cristina...just typing to keep my fingers busy really hence why i pasted the shitty chain letter....
 
keza said:
hi, sorry about it being offending, this person at my school sent it to me...so meh sorry again
lifes going shite at the moment but yeah..thanks for dropping by..feeling only slightly suicidal...hmmm
so how are u cristina...just typing to keep my fingers busy really hence why i pasted the shitty chain letter....


why are you feeling suicidal?
 
lets try a cheering up post where everything is happy and life is all happy...


how are you cristina and all else that read this really? glad to see u on lpf, havent seen you on it in ages...! missed you...!
now i am going to look up HAPPY SONGS ON THE INTERNET and think about happy things....like bunnies and smiles...
god i need to get out more...lol

hmm..reading this article on this little boy that asked for a sex change when he was 5...and he got it...he wanted to be a girl that much...wow, weird thing is he actually looks like a girl now, they changed his name from ruchie to riley...its a really...interesting article....*reads on*

and im happier now, which im glad about, not so down...yey!!!! lol
 
emma what do you want from me?
you were a total bitch, i have COUNTLESS emails in my inbox from u being the megaist bitch ever, to me and...other people
one of which is ON THIS FORUM..naming no names....
 
well all of that was sorted out thank god, thanks to good old hotmail...lol

anyway, update...well, going to yet another bbq, not really looking forward to it, its my mums best mates party and her daughter is really horrible she doesnt like me cuz i go to private school, she thinks im a snob
and im not
well at least i think im not. i dont have anything to be snobby about,i have a smaler house than her and less money...the only reason im there is (long story) but im being paid to be there....
oh well hopefully i can avoid her....
apart fro that all is good, well goodish...but thats the way i like it...lol
:p :D
 
lol...thanks u seem really sweet too, lol come by any time!!!
and she will she always does..long history..unfortunatly! lol
 
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